From Me To You

For All Of Y'all Who Are In My Contacts List But Wasn't Signed In To MSN On The Christmas Day And Its Eve, Here's What I Intended To Send To You Guys.

The 25th marks the year's last week,
Reminding us of what we seek,
No need for a New Year's Resolution,
When we know our goals with great precision.

Though no winter snow shall blanket these lands,
There are others that we mould with our hands,
Values and virtues so abstract,
And the prosperity that we'd attract.

As we go on our shopping spree,
As others decorate their Christmas tree,
After all these times maybe we knew,
We've found true friends we can always turn to.

As time goes on with its unending flow,
We bring out smiles and wipe off tears.
May our friendship continue to grow,
For many more passing years.

If troubled times come to you,
Let me tell you a thing or two;
Just like how we'd recover from a flu,
Friends can be your medicine too.

Although unpaired with the best of foods,
We can still be high in the festive mood,
Though much has happened, do not fret,
All the bad shall soon be reset.

A new year comes in 7 days time,
As we wait patiently for spring's wind chime,
We shan't wait for the faithful day,
Without fun and games to play.

I'm sorry for this if it is true,
That among the many friends to you,
I am not the very first,
To wish you a very Merry Christmas.

So Now, With The Day Drawing Closer To Its End, Let Me Be The Last One Today To Wish You A Very Merry Christmas.

Adieu To Y'all. Haven't Slept Well For The Past 2 Days. Time To Catch Up With The Beauty Sleep.

Blessing In Disguise

Especially When You Personally Know That You Feel Extremely Good When You're In Deep Shyt.
Ahh.... Tuesday...

Got A Ride To And From Campus Coz Of Jaz's SRC Meeting (sent Me There On The Way) And Joshua Sending Me Back Home. No Exercise For The Day!!! And Though The Presentation For Our Webpage Design Wasn't One Of The Most Important Ones, I Actually Felt Most Alive During That One Compared To The Others This Sem, For Now. It Felt Almost As Enjoyable As Public Speaking's 10 Mins Last Sem.

Got Back Home And Drifted To Fantasy All The Way Till 8. The Worst Part Of That? Someone Caused Me To Not Have The Usual Dinner Of A Tuesday. Apology Not Accepted For The Crapiest Excuse Of Being Too Busy. Too Busy And You Forget About ONLY ME!? When OTHERS Get Their Orders Taken!?

Not That I Am At A Loss Or Anything. Because Of The Irresponsibility I Get To Gain My Beauty Walk Of The Day (Exercise!!!). Walked All The Way To SS2's McD With Crappy Imaginations Running Through My Brain And Talking To Self On The Way. When I Got There, I Ordered What I'd Usually Order When Chinese New Year Is Around The Corner: Prosperity! And I Really 'Prospered' That Day Because They Gave Me A Large Milo Unstead Of The Usual Soft Drink. Earned At Least RM2 In The Drink's Worth.

Got Home And Watched Nodame Cantabile All The Way Till 2am+, And Only Stopped Because My Com Battery Was Running Low. No Doubt I Suffered The Next Day, But It Was Worth Every Headache Moment In The Lecture Halls XD.

Christmas Eve Was All About Shopping And Fooling Around. Mid Valley And Times Square Got Explored And Turned Upside Down. And Got Home While Some Others Left Again For The Christmas Countdown. And I Obviously Ended Up Watching Nodame Cantabile Again.

To The Irresponsible One, Please Do Not Repent And Become Responsible For If You Do, I'd Lose My Beauty Walk And Not Get More Than What I Paid For. Lovin McD SS2... Heheheh.

Adieu To All And A Very Merry Christmas XD

The Equation

Here It Goes...
Dehydration + Heat Stroke + Excessive Worrying = The Worst Migraine In My Life To Date.
Yeah, That Was Last Friday.

Arrived At Campus To Find Out That Our Lecturer Will Be Late Again, So I Watched Some Crappy Movie That Gavin Just Downloaded About How Some Ants That Were Affected By Some Extra-Terrestrial Element Became Violently Cannibalistic And Started Attacking Humans.
Class Went On As Usual Except That I Noticed That She Was Her 'Friendlier' Self Like During The First Two Classes She Ever Lectured Us Since The Week Before. At The End Of The Class, She Announced That She Wouldn't Be A Part Of UTAR Soon. Whether She Quit Or Was Made To Quit Was Beyond Me But, Being Cheerful Only In The First 2 And Last 2 Classes With Your Students? Is That What It Means To Be A Diffuser Of Knowledge To You? If You Quit Willingly, Why Even Bother Going Back To The Old, Preferred Self Of Yours? If You Got Fired, Isn't That Reverting A Little Too Late? Well, Whatever Your Situation And Reasons, Thanks A Lot For Being The One To Give Us The Knowledge We Needed In Passing The First Sem And In Going Through The Second.

Got Home For 3 Rounds Of DotA. When That Was Done I Took My Bath, And When I Got Out Of The Bathroom I Started Feeling Like The Left Part Of My Brain Was Being Forked, Not To Mention The Insane And Sudden Heat Wave. Took A Nap, Or At Least Tried To, With The Intense Heat, The Forked Brain And All. Beats Me How Time Passed So Quickly With The Miserable Pain That Was So Constant It Felt As If Time Got Pegged.

Finished A 500ml Bottle Of Water In 10 Seconds To Find Out That I Was Indeed Dehydrated, As Suggested By Mom. The Remedy Worked For Only 10 Minutes Though, And The Unnecessary Worry And Envy I Felt For Who Knows Why Really Did Its Part In Making Me Feel Worse Than I Already Do.

Saturday Began With Me Sleeping At Well Past 1am And Waking Up At Slightly After 7. Self Induced Insomnia Or Something Stacked With A Perfectly Working Biological Alarm Clock Is A Combination You Don't Want To Have Even If Someone Gives You A Million Bucks For That, Believe Me. Morning Passed Dully With Me Falling Asleep Again Around Noon. Went For Some Dinner With Father's Side Of The Family For Some Chinese Festival Celebrating The Passing Of Winter Or Something Like That, Only To Be Disappointed That The Star Of The Day Was Not Served.

Sunday Was Another Problematic Day With The Said Insomnia Controlling The First 2 Hours Of My Day. That's Not The Worst Part. My Ride Back To PJ Left Without Me, Assuming That I Came Back To Cheras Without Them I'll Also Go Back To PJ The Same Way. Had To Trouble Father To Drive Me All The Way Here... Sorry Dad. Was Quite Interesting Though; Had A Lengthy Discussion With A 1/2 Malay 1/2 Chinese Gaming Friend Of Mine Who Is Another, Err.... 'Non-Believer', Shall We Say. The Topic? Race And Religion. The Details May Offend People So I'll Keep Them To Myself. Good To Know That There Are Others Who Think As I Do Though, And From The Most Unlikely Bunch Of People At That.

Monday!!!
Today!!!
Started With 'Nodame Cantabile', An Anime-Made-To-Drama That Was Both Musical And Hilarious, In The Sense That It Kept The Extremes Of Its Anime Counterpart As Comical Reliefs. Sociology Would've Been Fun For The Discussions And Debate On Age Discrimination And Stuff Like That, But Unfortunately There's Just Someone There To 'Potong Stim', Making Our Poor Lecturer Change Topics Before Too Much Of The Wrong Type Of Heat Was Generated. Intentionally Skipped Web Page Design Tutorial Due To The Fact That Many Were Doing The Same. Ended Up Messing Around With A Bunch Of Friends In Jaya One And Getting Home As If We Never Skipped Class. Dinner Time Was Exciting. Went To Murni For The 1st Time In My Miserable 1/2 Year In PJ And Was Stuffed Full With Some Really Awesome Food.

Self Evaluation Based On The 7 Deadly Sins:

Pride: The Deadliest Of Them All, Committed 1st Among The 7 By Everyone, Maybe As Early As A Second After Birth, And A Sin Which Brought Me As Much Happiness As It Brought Me Pain.

Lust: Probably The Most Interesting Of Them To Me. I Am Guilty Of It Without Realizing It, And When I Do, I'm The Only One That's Hurt. Of All The Sins, I Am Most Guilty Of This One.

Wrath: A Victim Of It Everyday, With Its Degree Of Fatality Varying Unpredictably.

Sloth: Yeah, Insomnia Will Really Add On The Spice You Don't Really Need Onto This. People Out There Who Wanna Stay Up Late, Don't Do It. You Wouldn't Like The Results.

Gluttony: Stress Will Do This To You, Especially When You Are Stressed And Have This Same Belief As I That Eating Reduces Stress. It Works Until You Stop Eating Though.

Greed: Not Much To Elaborate, Is There? Let's Just Say That Like Everyone Else, Money Pulls My Focus Away From What Matters Most At Many Times.

Envy: The Latest I Put Myself Into. Recently I Get Envious Of The Simplest, Slightest And Most Unimaginable Reasons.

Phew...
Well, That's For Today. Adieu To Y'all. I'm Off To Plan For A Literally Black And White Day Tomorrow.

Madness Has Its Benefits, So Does Societal Mayhem

When 'Introduction To Sociology' May Be On The Not-So-Interesting Side During Lectures Maybe Because Of Our Lecturer's Not-So-Good 'Mass Communication' Skillz, Tutorial Sessions Really Began To Get Interesting Since The Assignment Presentations Began. For Every Topic, People (At Least The More Outgoing Ones, In Which I Recently Joined) Voice Out Their Opinion On Those Topics And Actually Leave Others With Food For Thought At The End Of The Session. If Only These Topics Were Debated And Views On Them Shared Earlier, It Wouldn't Be A Surprise If At Least 10 Of The 24 Students Of TB1 Scored Full Marks For The Sociology Midterm Test, And Ultimately 100% For The Subject Overall By February 2009. No Joke.

Maybe This Applies Only To Sociology For Now, But People Get More Into Things That They Can Freely Be A Part Of And At The Same Time, Choose Not To Be A Part Of. May Sound Complicated But You Get What I Mean. Like, When You're Free To Express Your Own View And Experiences Without Any Restriction And Others Saying You Are A Freak Or Something For Thinking The Way You Think. Maybe You Just Have To Get Involved In Something Without Serious Commitment To Start Liking Something.

And Yes, I Somewhat Proudly Announce That I Am The Living Essence Of Feck (Okay, Its Not What You Think It Is. Try Understanding It From A Scottish Perspective).
Why?
Because I Mangle, Twist And Turn Myself Upside Down And How People Perceives The Word 'Feck' Changes With It. Proud? Kind Of... With Some Insecurity Attached.

Time To Introduce A Downgraded Version Of A Close To Perfect Thing Into A Far From Perfect World. Reaching For The Stars? Maybe Not Just Reach... Its Like Nero Trying His Devil Bringer On The Sun Or Gene Trying His Chain Yanker On Pluto, Literally. Can't Picture It? Go Play Devil May Cry 4 And GodHand.

I Now Bid Thee Adieu Before I Bring Myself To The Deepest Depths Of Hell And Attempt To Yank Myself Back Out, And Maybe Leave Some People With The Label Of 'ArseHoles' On Their Foreheads There. Masochistic, Sadistic Me...

P/S: Mr Yaw, You Owe This Heaven Its Very First Set Of Pictures~~~!!!@@@

Rush (72) Hour(s)

3 Days Of Insufficient Sleep And Piles Of Assignment Work To Complete Says All, Not To Mention The 3-Times-A-Year Event: The 3-Day Pikom PC Fair Exactly On Those 'Faithful' Days. The Only Time You'd Need Insomnia And Not Feel Like A Zombie Out Of The Resident Evil Series In The End.

Thanks To That, My Just-Fixed Phone Was Dusting At A Corner, Along With My Metallic, Music Producing Fish. But After The Heat Dies Down, I Find Myself Indulging In Another Online Game And Cant Seem To Get Over The Addiction Now. Makes Me Wonder Why Did I Even Bother Trying It Out In The First Place.

More Assignments Due In 2 Weeks Time, Either Presentations Or Some Darn 'Simple' Paperwork That Will No Doubt Be Procrastinated Further Until Who Knows When. Who Was I Trying To Fool With 'Cross The Bridge When I Get There'? Hell, I Have No Idea Why I Even Said That Now. To Put It Simply, PLAN OR DIE!!! Who Knows If Something's Gonna Happen To The Bridge And It Becomes Uncrossable By The Time You Get There?

Maybe There Should Be A Philosophical Corner Here Where People Share Their Views Of The World With The Rest, Huh?

In Any Case, Holidays Are Catching Up, So Are Assignment Deadlines. Because Of That, Every Now And Then I Hear People Talking To Themselves While Bathing In Preparation For Their Talk Show (Well, At Least It Beats Singing) And Others Acting So Unlike Themselves I'm Forgetting How Do They Usually Behave. Same Goes For Me; My Emotional Roller-Coaster Is Getting Wilder And People Around Me Think I'm Crazy When I'm On A High And When I'm Down, It's No Longer The Usual 'I Don't Have The Time To Give A F***' But Worse. How So? I'll Leave That to Your Own Imagination. Or Maybe Even Your Memory For That Matter.

Quote Of The Day:

"Just like me liking lightning when it doesn't strike me and is far enough for me to marvel at its beauty. Romance just like that to me. It's lovely in books. Ugly, in reality."

Le-Anne Teo Wey Herng

There's More I'd Like To Add To That, But Since I'm Not The First To Actually Say It Out Of My Mind, I'll Pass For Now.

Speaking Of Pass... Maybe I'll Pass By Dreams Of Some Others Like How It Coincidentally Happened Few Weeks Back.

Sweet Dreams To Y'all, For Its Already 2:20 In The Morning -.-'

Human Traffic/Flood

They Say Never Go To A Malaysian Pikom PC Fair On Its Last Day Because That's When Prices Are Dirt Cheap And You'll Be Stampeded To Death...

Maybe 'They' Forgot The Word 'Especially' In Between 'Fair' And 'On'. Why? Its The Second Day Today And I Was Already Stampeded To A Point Where I Do Not Recognize My Own Clothes; And Worst Of All, Bought Nothing From There -.-'

What Was I Actually After? Either Stuff I Already Have That Don't Need To Be Replaced Yet, Things I Thought Was Necessary But Was Not Because My Phone's Fixed, Stuff That Were Not Sold There And Things That I Wanted But Couldn't Get A Bargain I Expected From A Fair. Well, At Least My Phone's Fixed (Finally, After Being Delayed For At Least 3 Weeks). Besides, I'm Broke Already And It's Barely Halfway Through The Month!!! Budget Went Boom And I Am Currently Spending My Savings Like Drinking Water And Leeching Off Excessive Blood. Your Legs Tired From Walking Through The Jam-Packed Crowd? Try What I Went Through Before That AND Going Through The Crowd. Then You'll Know What 'Tired' Actually Means, Not To Mention Sleeping Between 3-4 In The Morning And Waking Up At Around 8 On The Same Day...

Made Up Quote Of The Day: If You're Talkin' About Me, Then I'll Have Something To Tell You.

Nights To Y'all

18 + 22 = 2 Birthdays Back-To-Back

Yup. The Days Were The 10th +11th Of December, To 2 Dear Friends Of Mine. And Yes; They Were The Ones I Dedicated Life To That Almost Brought My Own Death. Don't Worry, Its Not Your Fault. Its Just That There Was This Sudden Torrent Of Inspiration That I Couldn't Afford To Cut Off.

Hmm... Do I Elaborate...?

Maybe Not. I Doubt Those Who Were Involved With The Preparation Would Ever Forget What We Did, Big Or Small. But Still, One Thing Must Be Said. The One On The 10 Is Definitely The Grandest TB1 Has Ever Seen, Kind Of Proves How Important You Are To The Class, Doesn't It? Feel The Pride; It's No Sin For This Occasion XD. And For The One On The 11th, I'm Sure The Others Planned Something Big, But Unfortunately Your Finals Were Kind Of In The Way. Anyway, Congrats For Enduring 18 And 22 Years Of Pain And Suffering While Enjoying Said Years Of Happiness And Joy, Respectively.

Since This Will Almost Surely Be Read After The Said Dates, I Would Like To Wish An Infinitely Happy Belated 18th Birthday To Leanne Teo And Another Infinitely Happy Belated 22nd Birthday To Abby Low. May All Your Wished For The Remaining Days Of The Year And The Many Years To Come Be Granted.

Malaysian Philharmonic Youth Orchestra RoX!!!

Okay... Not Literally, But You Get The Idea...

Though It Says 'Malaysian', The Majority Of Them Are Chinese, With Some Malay-Looking Eurasian People. Average Age Of 18!? Damn, I Feel So Incompetent Now...

The Day Was An 'Exciting' One.
Got To Campus Getting Praises For Wearing Clothes Out Of My Usual Choice But Was Disappointed When I Realized I Was Wearing The Wrong Type Of Shoes (For Almost A Whole Year Wearing Them I Finally Know That They Are Called Sneakers!!!).
Kind Of Died And Got Resurrected At Web Page Designing Practical Test. Got Words Of Comfort By The Invigilator Which (No Offense) Really Sounded Like A Tease. And I Finally Understand How It Feels To Skip Class, Reluctantly But Left With No Better Choice.

Wondered Around In KLCC Rather Blindly In Attempts To Find The Philharmonic Auditorium. Found A Convention Center Guy Who Doesn't Know What In KLCC Is A Philharmonic Auditorium And Instead Lead Us To The Convention Center. Grrr....
When We Finally Found It, I Ask Myself:"Did I Really Work Here During Form4 Year End Holidays?" Passed By The Place Almost Once Every Week Then But End Up Forgetting Where It Is When I Really Need To Be There.

Inside The Auditorium:
Since Only Front Row Seats Were Available, We Weren't Able To See A Great Half Of The Musicians. Though 2 Hours Felt Like Half Of One, There Were Some Interesting Stuff That Happened... Like A Cellist Who 'Goreng'-ed Too Hard Till The Horsetails Of His Bow Begin To Snap. Also To Note Was The Oriental Gong Somewhere Near The End, A First For Me In Western Music Orchestras. The Cathedral Organ Windpipes Attracted A Load Of My Attention, Wonder If There's Really One There...

In The End, I Thought: Cool. A Real MALAYSIAN Philharmonic Orchestra, With The Only Caucasian Being The Conductor. Glad I Skipped Class For This; Was Worth Every Bit Of Regret Felt Earlier On.

I Shall Bid Thee Adieu While I Indulge In Memories Of The Great 'Concert'

Disillusioned By This Illusion

You See A Flower In A Sword,
You Pay A Price You Can't Afford,
Maybe You See Things That Others Don't,
And Prepare For All That Others Won't.

Just Like Every Rose That Has Its Thorn,
That Is The Way All Humans Were Born,
Never Perfect in Every Way,
Balanced Good And Bad When Put to Weigh.

You See Truth In Some Confusion,
But Your Mind Is Not Filled With Pollution,
Your Views Differ From Every Other,
In Your Hands Norms Are Torn Asunder.

They Say We Live In An Illusion,
When It Is They Who Need Disillusion,
When Only You And I See What Is True,
There's No Need To Care What Others View.

That's My Advice To Y'all Out There Feeling Outcasted, Misunderstood And So On. Worked For Me, Might Work For You Too.

Nights Y'all.

Inspired By: Disillusion/This Illusion (Sachi Tainaka, Fate/Stay Night)

Dedicating Life To Another Lead To Death Of Self

Somewhat Describes What Happened To Me.

With All The Midterms Over, My Head Accidentally Got Rid Of The Assignments Together With It And Went Into Creative Mode... Result? 2 Poems In A Day. Okay, 2 Days, but Less Than 12 Hours.

Brain Started Clockworking And Ticking Right After Coming Back From Dinner (Damn... Regret Filling My Stomach To The Brim, Literally), Which Was Around 9 Or So, And Sat At My Corner In No.19 17/21b Street All The Way Till 4. Damn, I've Never Been So Proud Of My Own Brain For So Long, And The Said Deadly Sin Brought Me To And Locked Me In Heaven For 2 Whole Hours. Too Bad It Was Already 2am Or I'd Storm Out Of My Home And Laugh All My Pride Out.

Of Course, Nothing Advantageous Comes Without Their Disadvantages. My Case Is Waking Up At 830am Thanks To My Biological Clock. Don't Know What To Feel; Refreshed Or Tired. Woke Up Feeling Both, As If I Ran 10km In My Sleep...

Now Listening To, And Have Been For The Past Unknown Number Of Hours: Prayer (Nami Tamaki)

1/2 Past Dead

Midterms Are Officially Over, With Assignments Remaining. Not That The Load Is Getting Any Lighter; As The Deadline Draws Closer, So Does The Stress Get Heavier.

Got Some Emotional Counseling From Mom Yesterday... Makes Me Realize How Dependent On Her I Still Am. So Much For Being 18 Since Almost A Month Ago... At Least I Can Throw Loads Of My Emotional Trash At Home And Let Her Deal With It Every Weekend For Now... What About Next Year, When I have To Depart To A New World? Returning Every Weekend For Her Help In Whatever Forms Will No Longer Be An Option... Independence, Where Are You???

Well, Guess I'll Cross The Bridge When I Reach It... For Now, I Can't Imagine Myself How I'd Survive Without Her. Infinite Thanks To You Mom, For Lightening My Pain, Misery And Suffering For The Past 18 Years 18 Days And 18 Hours, And For Continuing To Do So In The Future.

On An Emotional Roller-Coaster Now...
Was Very Very High Yesterday, But Low On The Extreme Side Right Now... Maybe It'll Take More Than A Psychologist To Comprehend This Fickle Mind Of Mine.

And Something I Should Have Informed All Visitors To This Shinto-Dedicated Heaven:
Sorry To Disappoint You If You Were Expecting Any Pics Here. Those Stuff Are Just NOT My Cup Of Tea And Will Never Be Until I Get A Phone With A Better Camera. You Can Expect Some 1/2 Baked Poems Every Once In A While Though...

I Now Bid Y'all Adieu, For I Must Depart To Other Heavens Of Mine.

Societal Mayhem

That's Right. Our Small Community Within TB1 Has Gone A Little More That Just Our Usual Crazy Routine. Why? Well, Check This:

The Day Started With Mass Com Lecture Flying Really Fast. Actually, Time Passed Really Fast Without Anything Happening Up Till WfB Tutorial Session When Maggie Decided To Inherit Tzia's Scratching (Or Rather, Clawing Or Slashing) Technique. I Have Never Personally Experienced The Infamous 'Nails Of Tzia Tzia' Until Today, Which Ended With My Skin Being Peeled Off Like Every Other Victim Of Hers. But Maybe Something's Wrong; I Don't Feel As Much Pain As Everyone Else Does, Eventhough Her Right Ring-Finger Obviously Peeled So Much Of My Skin Until The Endodermis (Or More) Is Clearly Exposed. What Caused This? I'm Guessing The Sun, Due To The Everyday Trip To Campus Under Its Rays. The Effect Is Either I've Developed More Than Enough Dead Skin That Really Needed To Be Scraped Off, Or The Sun Killed The Nerves Under My Skin.

Anyway, Sociology Midterm Made A Lot Of People's Marks Grow Wings, And We Saw A Seductive Box Of Treaties. Where It Came From? Some Guardian Clearance Sales. What It Was? A Box Of Hershey's Dark Chocolate. Smuggled Some Out Of The Classroom For Ourselves. Went To The Sales After The Test For Some Really Good Deals For Sugar Addicts. Imagine This: The Said Box Of Hershey's Dark Chocolate Worth Rm30++ For The Price Of RM10. Dirt Cheap IMO. Bought 2 Boxes Of That And Treated My Housemates To It.

Now I'm Feeling So Hyper-Active For I Don't Know Why... Overdose Of Dark Choc Maybe. But I Guess Its Worth It. Maybe I'm Just Feeling Good After A Good Deed...

That's All For Today. Adieu To Y'all XD.

The Heavens Smile At Us XD

Beautiful, Simply Beautiful...
No Words Can Describe Its Beauty And No Camera Can Capture Such An Image As It Is.
For Those Who Saw What I Saw, No Doubt You Agree With Me. For Those To Whom I Sent Messages To, I Sincerely Hope You Do Not Miss The Chance To Observe This Rare, Once In A Lifetime Wonder Of Nature.

Yes, The Night Sky Sent Us Its Best Regards With A Smile So Sweet I Doubt I'll Ever See Another From The Heavens. The Crescent Moon Curving Beautifully Like A Smiling Mouth With 2 Stars Forming The Eyes Of Heaven's Face...

This Is As Close As Words Can Bring Your Imagination To What I Witnessed With My Own Eyes... Make A Wish, And The Heavens May Just Grant Them... XD

The Beauty Of Nature... Simply Unmatched, Simply The Best.

Tagged By Maggie

The Rules To Fill This Are:

1) You Own A Blog Where You're Gonna Post This To,
2) You Currently Feel Bored,
3) You Won't Skip Any Question,
4) You're alive (doh!), and
5) You're Gonna Send This To 5 Friends To Fill These Up.

Firstly, Describe The Current You In 5 Words
-Quiet
-Emotional
-Unstable
-Seeker
-Thinker

5 Things You Love About Life
-Friends & Family
-Music
-Food
-Games
-Mortal Compassion

5 Famous People You'd Love To Meet
-Stephen Chow
-Takanori Nishikawa
-Kajiura Yuki
-Inoue Marina
-(Forgot His Name, Will Update When Found)

5 Movies You Love
-AVP
-(Can't Remember The Rest...)

5 Professions You'd Love To Have
-Pro Gamer
-Musician
-Poet
-Author
-Psychologist (duh... -.-')

5 Best Authors
-(Will Update When The Long Lost Books Are Found)

5 Inspirations
-Comics
-Animations
-Music
-Games
-Nature

5 Favourite Stuff
-My Com
-My Phone
-My Own Poems
-My Games
-My Imagination (Can This Be Considered As 'Stuff'?)

5 Things You Hate
-Roaches
-Stress
-Demands
-Defects
-My Own Incompetence

5 Favourite Places
-Home
-Gaming Places
-Somewhere High Up
-Someplace Quiet
-Tech Shops

5 Girls/Guys You Are Currently Liking
-Le-Anne
-Maggie
-Joshua
-Tecz
-Vingent
(There Are Many More, But It Says 5, WTH)

5 Favourite People To Chat With
(Same As Above)

5 Things You Wanna Improve More About Yourself
-Musical Talent
-Sociability
-Personality
-Versatility
-Appearance

5 Things You Would Take To A Deserted Island
-My Harmonica
-My Com
-My Phone
-Loads Of Paper And Stationeries
-My Model Kits -.-'

5 Places You Wanna Visit
-Japan
-England
-America
-Scandinavia
-Africa

5 Things You Really Want
-Unmatched Musical Talent
-An Undemanding Job
-Health
-To Be Understood
-Time For Hobbies

5 Songs Make You Cry Most
-Energy (Inoue Marina)
-Fields Of Hope (Tanaka Rie)
-"Reset" (Ayaka Hirahara)
-The Sun Rises (Rei Kondoh) Do OST Pieces Count?
-Find The Way (Mika Nakashima)

5 Most Fashionable Friends According To You
-Err...(Thinks Really Hard) Wait Until I See Them In Fashionable Clothes Again

5 People You Love Most
-Mother
-Father
-Self
-My Imaginary Friend -.-'
-(Candidate Search In Progress)

5 Impossible Dreams
-To Have Demonic Powers
-To Have A Goddess As A Soulmate
-To Change The Way The World Percieves Light And Dark
-To Have Infinite Time
-To Have Infinite Freedom
(They're Just Dreams, Not Ambitions)

5 Dreams In The Future
-To Know All About Myself
-To Find My Other Half
-To Be More Capable Of Self-Expression
-To Remain In Touch With Friends
-To Be Healthy Once Again

Now, Send This To 5 People
-Tecz
-Wong K.King
-Jaz (Helping You Update Your Blog Leih)
-Yao (Helping You Update Your Blog Leih)
-Vingent (Never Tag You Before, Let This Be The First Time Heheheh XD)

Real Post Coming Soon. Housemates Bugging Me To Eat Dinner Liao...
See Y'all...

Rainbow Fruit

Thinking About Tomorrow Alone Is Gonna Bore The Crap Out Of Me. Imagine 4 Hours Of 'Satisfying Customer Needs' When The Only Need You Want To Satisfy Is Your Craving For Games -.-'

To Those Concerned, Why Don't You Satisfy YOUR Customers' Needs BEFORE Teaching Them How To Do So? I Mean, You're Gonna Teach Us How To Do Something You Are Unable To Accomplish Yourself??? Well, Don't Blame Your Own Incompetence On Others. I Need Not Spit Your Weaknesses And Flaws Directly In Your Face Because I Think It's Way Too Obvious To Not Notice. You Fix Yourself First, Us Later, If Ever.

Had A Good Experience Today Though.
Discussed About Languages While Indulging In Cakes; And Experienced An Extreme And Selfish Stress Release Method. I Leave The Rest Of The Details On What Exactly Happened Entirely Up To Your Creative Imagination...

Though After That, It Was All Boredom And Gloom. I Myself Had No Idea How Today Passed...

Adieu To All Once Again XD

Done And Done For

There You Have It... Our P.C Session Was Very Much A Mess Due To Some Technical Issues, But Otherwise Alright...At Least It's Done, With Me Being Done For... Missed The Main Event But Fortunately Got To Catch The Rehearsal Of It.

This May Be Rather Slow/Late But...
Revelation Of Self:
I Just Realized Fashion Doesn't Really Suit Me. My Tastes For It Sucks, And I Look Average On Any 'In' Pieces, If Not Below Average... And I Look Best In Formal Wear, The Type Of Stuff That High Ranking Executives Wear Before They Lock Themselves Up In A Meeting Room And Crap For Hours On End. I Know, I Know. Everyone Looks Good With Them On, Alright, But That's The Only Thing I Look Good In. Anything Else I Wear Either Makes Me Look Crappy Or Is Indirectly Disgraced By Me.

In Short, I'll Be A Nobody If I Ever Attend A Fashion Show... An Invisible Person Or Attracting The Wrong Kind Of Attention...

I Must Bid Thee Adieu For Now, Before My Head Sinks Into The Depths Of Oblivion.

Scarcity -.-'

Well, There You Go; 2 Of The (IMO) Most Confusing Subjects When Put Together, Actually Being Put Together (As In One After Another) As Our Midterm Tests Today.
And Of Course, Quite A Reminder That We Got: So Much To Do But So Little Time... So Undoubtedly Some Must Be Sacrificed. In My Case? Management Up, Marketing Down So Low It's Below 6 Feet Under.

And Guess What? Crappy Press Conference Tomorrow And I Have To Pick A Swedish Surname To Act As A Phone Designer For SonyEricsson!
So People, Check This: Ian Eriksson Working For SonyEricsson
Lame, I Know...

Why Not Give Me A Cooler Sounding Japanese Name Like Fūma Hien（風魔飛燕）o.O?

But Whatever... It's Still Gonna Go On Tomorrow. Besides, There'll Be A Special Performance To Entertain Us All... Looking Forward To That...

The Sun Rises

Shinto Deities Anyone?

This Post Is Primarily Dedicated To Amaterasu-Ōmikami (天照大御神), The Star Of This Heaven's Theme: Ōkami.

Just Finished The Game For The 2nd Time And Remembered This Piece In Its OST. Somehow Patriotic, Pure And Powerful.
For Those Of You Looking For A Good Way To Wash Your Eyes And Soften Your Emotions, The Ending Of This Game Is For You. Bonus? Beautiful Traditional Oriental Brushwork Art. As This Game Puts All Other Japanese Folklore And Mythologies Into It, Its Perfect For Those Interested In Such Things, Nevertheless Still Good For Casual Entertainment.

Moral Of The Story? Probably The Most Famous Of Moral Values Practiced In Japan:
The End Of Your Endeavours Will Only End In 1 Of 2 Ways, That Is Success Or Failure, Which Are Of Little Importance, If Any At All. What Matters Is Your Effort And Resolve, For It Is With These That You Judge Yourself, And It Is When You Have These That Your Life Is Worth Living.

Ne,
Zutto Zutto Soba De Dakishimetetai Yo,
Kimi No Sono Yowasa Datte, Zenbu
Donna Ni Kimi Ga Tsuyogatte Nisete Datte,
Tsutawatte Kuru Kara,
Onaji Yozora No Shita Kimi Ga Naite Iru Koto.
Demo, Daijoubu.

Zutto Zutto Soba De Dakishimeteite Yo,
Watashi No Kumai Tami Wo, Nokotta
Tatoe Kimi Ga Watashi Wo Wasurechattemo,
Zutto Matteru Kara,

Motto Motto Chikaku Ni Kanjitetai Yo,
Kimi No Sono Taiyou Wo, Itsudemo
Sugoku Tooku Hanarete Basho Ni Ita Tte,
Tsunagatte Iru Kara,

Yasashii Sono Koe Mo, Atatakai Sono Ondo Mo,
Kimi No Sono Subete Ga Watashi Ugokasu ‘Energy’.

Honeycomb And Rotten Fish

Though The Scale Wasn't As Great, Today Was The Opposite Of Yesterday. The Day Started Bad, With Me Waking Up While Keeping My Eyes Closed For Almost 20 Minutes.

Shoved My Clean Feet Into My Still Soaked Shoes And Traveled To Campus, Making Me Feel As If I Was Walking Bare-Footed Through The Muddy Mangroves. Got To Campus Feeling So Irritated I Could Chop My Feet Off, Certain That By The Time I Get Home My Feet Would Smell Like Rotten Fish...

Today's 1st Hour Gave Me A Lesson On Better Understanding Windows Vista, Which I Really Needed Since My Com Clone Uses Vista. Also, The 2 Hour Lecture Didn't Throw Me Into Dreamland Right Away Because My Jaw Was Busy Moving Up And Down All The Time, Grinding Some Junk Between My Teeth(Credits To *Erk Ehm* Better Not Mention).

Break Time Was Even More Entertaining. Some Bees Stirred Quite A Mood Among Us And It Got Rather Entertaining When You Know Who Took Advantage Of The Situation And Make Fun Of Those Who Panicked. A Grand Big Smirk Almost Escaped My Face Then...

Accompanied Joshua To PA To Replace His Student's ID, But That Was Not All We Did... Saw Ms Sharon Tutoring A Science Stream Class And Joshua Took The Initiative To 'Cheer Her Up' While We Were There. He Made Funny Faces To Attract Attention And When Ms Sharon Came Out Of The Classroom, We Had A Short Chat Before We Got Back To Our Initial Business.

Got Home, Got Carried Away With Gaming And Missed An Important Discussion Session With Vingent Regarding Our Management Assignment And Some Crazy Heat Release Session With A Big Bunch Of Friends.

Today's Conclusion?
Weak Resolves + Pro Procrastinating Skills = Crap...

Infamy And Misfortune

As Pleasant As The Day Could Have Possibly Started, The Rest Of The Day Turned Out To Be As Shitty As A Network Of Dehydrated Sewers. How So? Well... Check This Out...

Before Leaving Home, I Realized That I Misplaced My Keys. Thanks To The Process Of Searching For It, I Drenched Myself In Sweat Before Even Leaving Home(There Goes My Bath)...

On The Way To Campus, My Earphones Acted Up And Suddenly The Left Side Has Gone Mute. Throughout The Entire 25mins Journey I Felt As If My Left Ear Was Deaf, And I Wondered How Much More Can I Walk Alone Without Music, Considering That I Still Have To Walk To And From Home For Two More Days(That's 1hr 40mins+ Of Confirmed Agony And Boredom)...

At Campus some Of Us Were Conversing About How Subjective The Format Of 'Writing for Business' Actually Was. And Just When We Thought We Have Enough Of 'Challenging Language' To Cope With, Writing for Mass Com Lecture Session Gave Us A Hint That We Never Needed To Hear: Parallelism, A Similarity The 2 English Writing Subjects Share In Common. Writing for Business Itself Was Already A Nightmare, As The Highest Scorer Among Us For The Midterm Was 27.5/40 (Makes You Wonder If The Same Would Happen Again For The 2 Writing Subjects' Finals)...

After A 'Not Too Hard-Not That Easy' Writing for Mass Com Midterm Examination, I Head Home With Acid Clouds Pissing On Me, And That Was When I Discovered The Hands Free Jack On My Phone Was So Loose The Hands Free Would Drop Out Thanks To Only The Force Of Gravity. Topped With The Already Problematic Earphones Meant Only That I'd Only Have 6 Days This Week, With Saturday Robbed By My Phone And Earphones. It's Not Yet Dinner Time, But I Hope The Rotten Luck Streak Has Already Ended, At Least For Today...

Oh Yeah, For All You 'PhD Of English Language' Holders With A Proud 'Professor' Prefix To Your Names Who Are Looking For A Decent Challenge, Here's One: Get 100% For Our Writing For Business+MassCom. I'd Go To The Japanese Shinto Council And Make You The God Of English Language Upon Your Success...

Celebration Of Life

For The Past 18 Years And 18 Hours, I Never Knew A Simple Day With The Label Of 'Birthday' Can Be So Meaningful. Previously, That Day Of Mine Passes By Every Year With Simple Meaningless Wishes 'Happy Birthday' Being Repeated Over And Over Again With A Simple Meaningless Cake Every Once In A While At The End Of The Day.

It's Been 3 Years Or So Since The Last Time I Ate A Birthday Cake Dedicated To Me, And For More Than 5 Years I've Not Looked Forward To Expecting Anything On The 17th Of November; And I Must Say, Thanks To Y'all, This Date Is No Longer One Of The Many Meaningless Days Among The 365 Days In The Year. Of Course, I Am Most Grateful Of The Choice I Made; That Is Having A Bunch Of Friends Studying In UTAR PJ, Which Is Where I Met More People Who Made This Day Even More Meaningful.

How It All Started?
Siew Wan Sent An SMS To Vingent About Planning A Surprise Party For Me, But Because She Spelled My Name Wrongly, He Didn't Know Who She Meant And Was Asking Around About The SMS. He Ended Up Passing The Phone To Maggie, Who Read The SMS Aloud, And Instantly I Knew What Was Going On.
Thinking The Plan Would Be Cancelled Because The Beans Were Spilled, I Just Lived Life Like Nothing Ever Happened. That Was On The 10th...
On The 16th, At Night When I Got Back To My 'Second Home' In PJ, The First Thing I Got Was A Cake In My Face. That Alone Meant A Whole Lot To Me, For None Of My Friends Ever Threw A Party To Celebrate My Birthday Before...
The Next Morning Totally Changed My Perspective Of A Birthday. Every Classmate Wished Me 'Happy Birthday' When We Walked Passed Each Other, Which Only Very Very Close Friends Did Before This. When I Reached Home, I Knew My Housemates Were Up To Something Thanks To The Living Room Being Empty When It's Not Supposed To, But I Never Expected Some Of My Classmates To Actually Be There To Surprise Me As Well. Seriously, You Guys Really Got Me Then.
It Was Also Fun On My Part To Get My Classmates And Housemates To Know Each Other; It Certainly Beats Describing Them To Each Other With Words. The Steamboat Was Awesome, And This Is By Far The Birthday Celebration With The Highest Budget Expenditure Without Financial Help From Parents From What I Can See, Though They Are Still Keen On Keeping The Amount Spent From Me.
Not Everything Went Well, However. Joshua's Car's Window Was Broken, And Vingent's Clothes Were Stolen, Along With Joshua's Thumb Drive, Student's ID And Some Other Stuff, Which, According To Him, Were Unimportant, Miscellaneous Items. Damn. Just When I Was Having Such A Great Time; Though Everyone Tells Me Not To, I Still Feel Guilty For Making Him Go Through Such An Ordeal For The Sake Of Celebrating My Birthday. I Swear If I Ever Find Out Who Did It, I'd Make Him/Her Go Through A Fate Far Worse Than Death With My Bare Hands; That's Payback For Robbing Me Of My Wings When I Was Just An Inch Away From Heaven.

That Accident Aside, Today Was Really A Day To Remember. Again, Thanks Y'all For Really Making My Day Today An Unforgettable One. I'm Really Happy, Grateful And Of Course, Proud To Have The Honour Of Calling You Guys 'Friends'. Infinite Thanks Again Guys!!! Appreciate It!!! For Once In My Life I Feel Like 'Maybe Ian Must Live On Instead'.

Thanks Again To The People Of 19, 17/21b Street & TB1 UTAR PJ Who Changed My Perspective Of 'Birthdays'. Love Y'all!!!

Finally... A Heaven Of My Own

This Is It Y'all... My Own Spot To Trash, Thrash And Clean Up Later.

It's Been Almost Half A Year That I Was Being A Parasite In A Pal's Blog, And I Thought I'd Continue It Until I Could Get My Very Own DotCom, Which I (Finally, After So Darn Long) Realized How Far-Fetched The Idea Was... But Thanks To Some 'Crap' That I Was Made To Learn, Well, At Least It Made This A Reality, Albeit Far From What I Actually Intended.

Anyway, Welcome To My Heaven Once Again; The Heaven With Earthly Elements Which Could Turn Into Hell At Any Moment. Infinite Thanks Once Again To Tecz a.k.a. CK For Letting Me Leech The Spotlight Of His Blog Every Once In A While For The Past 6 Months. Appreciate It Man. Will Be Trying Out New Things For Quite Some Time So Friends Of Mine Who Happen To Drop By Please Tell Me What Y'all Think.

P.S: Sorry For Y'all Who View This Page With Any Other Screen Resolution Other Than 1024 x 768 Coz I've Yet To Fix A Major Glitch With The Background