Wednesday, June 23, 2010

Immortal Release

As I hear the two lovebirds sing,
I know,
The bell of pain within me will ring,
But in doing so I set two souls free,
Myself, and the one bound to me.

With perfect harmony I see them fly,
In perfect unison I watch them soar,
It breaks my heart so much I could die,
But a worthy sacrifice it is,
For one I infinitely adore.

I now hear happiness in the tone,
In the song that you sing, that you've made known.
I sense that your heart is no more alone,
Then atoned I have for sins my own.

With a heavy heart I let you go,
Your ruffled feathers still as white as snow,
Just leave me be here down below,
Let your passionate heart blossom and grow.

If you've chosen the one to take my place,
Then with it goes the right to embrace,
The one of beauty and uncommon grace,
And this shadow will soon be erased.

Spread your wings and fly, my dearest dove,
Soar the skies with your one above,
My purest blessings to you with love,
Rest never again on another glove.

A Break From Immortality

Heheh. Thought Of Giving This Poetry Streak A Timeout And Just Blabber Whatever Comes To Mind. Because, Some Things Are Just So Pathetic That Writing Them In Poems Would Just Be An Epic Dishonour To Poetry.

To Start Off, Who/What The Fuck Is Flooding Spamlinks As Comments? And They're All In Chinese Characters! Dammit, If You Want The Message To Get Across, And To Me, Put It In English!

And Of Course There Are Things That Are A Little Too Meaningless To Be Made Grand Through Poetry.

Which Is My Sudden Addiction To The Word 'Immortal' Has Gotten Certain Parties To Think That The Poems Before Are In A Series. Well, Maybe They Are, I Myself Have Not Decided On That, But It Was It Ever Intended To Be So. Maybe It Will Be, If I Decide That It Is Indeed Appropriate To Do That.

I Was Sick (And Still A Little Unwell) For The Past 4 Days But Every Night I Think Back And Remember How Trying Was The First 2 Weeks Of The Semester, And I Feel So Strong And Healthy Again. This Really Shows That Nothing Can Screw My Body Up Worse Than My Own Emotions. Heck, I Dare Say Even AIDS Is Inferior To The Havoc That I Can Bring Upon Myself.

And With That Short Report, Adieu To Y'all. And It Still Feels So Damn Good To Be Back.

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Immortal Return

Unwittingly, my plight is known to all,
I hope this does not build a brick wall,
Replacing the volatile air between,
Making things worse,
Than how it has ever been.

But since it has already come to this,
Then you should know my thoughts as it is,
Thoughts that I've never found the right words for,
But now, would not matter anymore.

I know not how you feel right now,
This knowledge to me you would not endow,
So this time let me be the first to share,
What I think of this and how I'd fare.

This is what we need, some personal space,
Our own paths we'll take at our own sweet pace,
I fear I would just do even more,
Actions that will turn things sore,
So a distance I shall keep from thee,
Until it is gone, your fear towards me.

But now, we need not do this anymore,
No more reason to do this for,
In this emotion I no longer dwell,
And so far I think I've done quite well.

The pieces on my side are in place,
Eager I am to close this case,
Passed I have the most trying phase,
All that is left is to clear this haze.

This unfinished business I have ended,
The broken pieces I have mended,
I leave the rest up to you,
For what you do, only you'd have a clue.

Saturday, June 19, 2010

Immortal Race - Tribute To Initial D OP, ED & OST

I Think This Is The One Post That Includes A Regular, Everyday Usage Of Words After 4 Straight Posts Purely In Poem Form. And I Still Don't Actually Confidently Consider Them Poems Because:

Firstly, I Have No Idea How Imaginative, Cryptic Or Indirect The Words Must Be Before It Is Actually Considered A Poem, And Secondly, Because They're All Written Because Of Certain Activating Events In Life, Be It Mine Or Those Around Me, And Because Of That, Involved Parties Would Instantly Know What's Going On Upon Reading, Making It Require Close To Zero Imagination To Comprehend What The Words Mean Or Who/What/Why/When/Where They Refer To.

But Screw All That. I'm Still Not Gonna Place Too High Expectations On Myself Just Yet. Maybe After I Start Publishing Some Books, Then We're Talking Quality.

And By The Way, To All Of Y'all Who Wanna Take Them Off This Page And Claim Them As Your Own, Feel Free To Do So If You Don't Believe In Karma, Because I Know I Don't. After All, You'd Probably Only Get Robbed Of All Your Life's Savings And Get All Your Hard Work Credited To Someone Else In What, The Next Life? The Life After Next? By That Time It Wouldn't Actually Matter, Would It? As Long As You Rob All you Can In This Life, Who Cares About The Next When It Is Debatable From The Start If People Actually Have Next Lives Instead Of Having Their Souls Going Straight To Heaven/Hell? Alright, Maybe Debate Isn't Exactly The Right Word, But Since I Can't Think Of The Best Word To Be Used, This Will Have To Do.

So Yeah, As Mentioned At The Top, This Post Is A Tribute Dedicated To The Artists, Composers etc. Of All The Initial D OP, ED And OST, For Their Songs Kept Me Sane And Alive During What Was Probably The Most Trying 3 Weeks Of My Life. And In Every Verse/Stanza, You'll Find A Reference To One Or More Of The Songs. No Copyright Infringement Here; Only A Tribute.
With the Blazin' Beat we burn through the track,
This burning desire goes off and back,
Our passion lighting up the night,
Our pitch black spirit has come to light.

To all my friends, I say "Let's Go, Come On!"
To all our foes I say "bring it on!"
Beatin', dancin', Can You Feel The Rhythm?
This will be our fighting anthem.

Fly To Me, To The Moon And Back,
With the powerful punch that we pack,
Fly With Me, Far Away From Here,
We'll go Around The World, They'll See Our Fire.

Let us Break In2 The Nite,
Pedal to the metal, let us take flight,
Down the road at the speed of light,
Let others know our unmatched might.

Get ready for the Night Of Fire,
Give in to the burning desire,
Everyday we encounter danger,
Now,
A good friend he is, no longer a stranger.

Show us the limit of what you can take,
The gauntlet thrown down, don't try to fake,
If you think the level is too high,
Then pull out from this Dogfight,
Where Anybody Can Die.

We will speed until the sunrise,
With the Beat Of The Rising Sun,
Finding this no more a surprise,
This danger is how we perceive true fun.

The Race Is Over, Time To Discover,
Life in a brand new day,
The Race Is Over, Now And Forever,
Time to live life Our Way!
Again, Inspired By Initial D OP,ED & OST. Credits Still Go To Their Original Artists, Composers etc.

And Thanks Y'all For All The Positive Feedback. Perhaps This Is A Sign That I'm Back On Track. So Now I Wonder, How Do I Take It A Step Further? Infinite Thanks To The One Who Relighted My Fire. Thanks To You, A Nether Phoenix I Am Forever. There Won't Be A Permanent Stop, While I Strive To Reach The Top.

Adieu To Y'all. It Feels So Good To Be Back.

P.S.: I've Wanted To Say This For A VERY VERY Long Time; Avatar Was A Good Movie. Just Good. Not ZOMGWTFBBQSAUCE ITS SO FUCKING GOOD IT MUST BE THE BEST FUCKING MOVIE OF THE FUCKING 21st CENTURY!!! Plain Exaggeration. And To Those Exaggerators, EAT THESE FINGERS! ..|.. ..|..

Friday, June 18, 2010

Immortal Trust

Corruption lurks in every corner,
Knowing no boundary nor border,
To stain hearts with uncertainty and doubt,
That leave us no chance to let them out.

Three years ago I succumbed to this taint,
Now freed, but the scars still constraint,
I never thought another would share this fate,
Worst of all,
The purest it chose to desecrate.

I say this to you before it's too late,
Before they go further, stop them at the gate,
I hope that you never see the day,
When you start seeing the world my way;
The pain is too great for any to bear,
And all others it will start to impair.

I dedicate this to you, my valued friend,
It may not be my place to comprehend,
But trust with all your heart, or not at all
In this pit of distrust you should not fall.

Though we live different lives,
To survive everyone strives,
This is merely what my life taught me,
So follow it not entirely,
For maybe fate will treat you differently.

This may sound ironic, coming from me,
I too understand if you disagree,
But I offer whatever help I can,
To root it out where it began,
For you need not go through this,
You deserve to be far away,
From this treacherous abyss.

Thursday, June 17, 2010

Immortal Fire

My greatest fear I've seen come and go,
Crushed I was by the heavy blow,
But surprised I am that I'm still alive,
No logic nor magic could explain,
How did I survive.

Petrified I was but for a moment,
Saved I was by a force so ancient,
Erasing forever, my lust and desire,
Purged clean to a crisp by purest hellfire.

If this is fate's idea of toying with me,
It'll take more than that, I'll have you see,
I hope you have new tricks up your sleeve
Again and again, the same spot you cleave,
Always giving me false hope to believe,
Well this time I challenge you,
Who are you trying to deceive!?
The same pain shan't again make me grieve!
Even I do not stay forever naive,
You have scarred all the hope that I perceive,
My suffering you will no longer weave,
There is nothing more for you to achieve,
So I suggest in peace you leave,
Unless you wish tomorrow,
To be Armageddon's eve.

I'll embody the first Nether Phoenix,
Holy darkness and a cleansing helix,
Of our great image we will depict,
The symbol of eternal conflict.

I will no longer be a mindless thrall,
Never again will I wake up and fall,
I'd rather be hitting a brick wall,
Than to do nothing but squall.

Though this life will start anew,
Ashes of the past I keep them true,
For in the future they will keep me numb,
To similar fates I will not succumb.

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Immortal Gratitude

After surviving my impending doom,
I have finally found some room,
To keep some light alongside darkness,
And this string of life can remain endless.

I thank the kind souls around me,
Their help was to an extreme degree,
A wider perspective I have gained,
The shadows of the fog explained.

Freedom to me they have granted,
The seeds of wisdom they have planted,
May I someday pass this flame,
To another whose needs spell the same name.

In time, all shall be alright,
I've found the hope within the twilight,
This deterioration will be healed,
With fidelity being its strongest shield.

What could be done has been done,
With the future hinting one last move,
From this challenge I shall not run,
Contrive I will and this I shall prove.

What I need is indeed time,
To scale this ultimate climb,
For the only tool I have is this rhyme.
And only there I'll hear the healing chime.

Peace and freedom, symbols you represent,
But I won't know what you truly intent,
Again, destiny weaves its tangled web,
Destroy them I will, and with newer ones,
These flaws shall surely ebb.

This magic has inspired many,
Now comes my turn, with a different gift,
The pride and joy it brought me was plenty,
Spread it I will, like the wings of a swift.

Though the fragile glass has shattered,
Its pieces have not yet scattered,
To put it whole I swear to you,
Mended nicely, as good as new.