Futile Effort

Thinking Back, I've Never Put So Much Effort Into Studying Before An Exam Since PMR. But Now I Wonder Am I Really Studying Purely For The Sake Of Scoring Well In An Exam? Or Am I Doing This Because There Is Something That I Will Gain From Scoring Well?

That Aside, Sometimes I Feel Like I'm Being Involved In The Drama Of Others. It's Like, I'm Doing This To Spice Up The Experience Of Others.

Yesterday Night Was A Horrid Night For Me. And Suddenly This Need For Inner Reflection Struck Me Like Lighting To A Lightning Rod.

Adieu To Y'all. I Shall Sink Into The Darkness Of My Own Soul Until I Know What The Hell I'm Really Doing.