Literally. Hot As In I Feel Like Freezing My Hairy Arse By Sitting Butt Naked On Antarctic Ice. Because For The Past 3 Days I've Been Consuming 1.5 Litres Of Sugar Per Day. No Shit. Yesterday I Finished A Bottle Of Sprite, Which Contains 11g Of Sugar Per 100ml. Today I Finished A Bottle Of Vanilla Coke, Which Like Sprite And It's Ordinary Counterpart, Also Has 11g Of Sugar For Every 100ml. And Tomorrow, The Way Things Are Going, I'm Expecting To Finish A Bottle Of Mountain Dew That Has A Whopping 12.5g Of Sugar In 100ml.
Damn I'm Gonna Regain All The Weight That My Depression Made Me Lose.
And Yeah. There You Are. Mountain Dew Is Officially The Sweetest Soft Drink. And Not Freaking 100-Plus For Goodness Sakes. Really, Wherever You Heard That Rumour Just Cast It Back Where It Came From. It's Just Got Like, 6.5g If I Remember Correctly.
And Also, I'm Gonna Bathe 3 Times A Day Because Of This.
Damn It Feels Like Chinese New Year All Over Again.
And Ironically, I'm Taking A Hot Cup Of Milo To Hopefully Aid Me In Falling Asleep Because I Ran Out Of Cough Mixture. Because Milk From 7-11 Is Only Worth Buying When You Think Anything There Is Worth Twice The Usual Price. Hell, I Payed Almost RM5 For A Bloody Bottle Of Sprite That I Can Get In Tesco For What, RM2.50?
Well, Adieu To Y'all. When All This Is Done I SWEAR I'm Gonna Get A Lifetime Supply Of Sleeping Pills.
Sunday, August 8, 2010
The Weak Of Mind Beware.
I Have Decided To Put 'The Carapace', A Blog By Another Atheist, Here. It's Now On The Right Labeled As 'Food For Thought'.
And Seriously, Should You Choose To Read It, Think About It Before Dismissing Everything You See As Blasphemy And Outrageous And Whatnot; There May Be More Truth There Than Anything You've Ever Encountered In Life. And I Say This Because This Blog Has Confirmed Many Of The Doubts I Had In Life, And Being Proven Right There's Nothing That Can Boost My Self-Confidence More Than This At The Moment. Those Who Are Intolerant Towards Freedom Of Thought And Speech, However, Should Really Break That Barrier, Cast Aside The Prejudices And Stereotypes That You've Bound Yourselves And The Rest Of The World To, And Just Take It With A Pinch Of Salt At Least. Because In Reality, The Same Should Be Done With What You've Held Onto For However Long You Have Lived. Those Who Cannot Afford To Trade Their Pride For Wisdom, Well, You Have Been Warned. Don't Say I Didn't Warn You, Because I Remember Placing A Very Harsh Warning Right Above The Link.
That Said, I Must Again Announce That I Am No Atheist. What I Am Is An Agnostic. What's The Difference? There's A Whole World Of It.
I Amaze Myself Today. Though I'm Having Heavy Metal Blasting Through My Earphones To Amplify My Current State Of Depression, My Tone Is Surprisingly Calm And Forgiving Today. Hmm...
Well, Adieu To Y'all. Maybe The Coming Out Of The Second Wisdom Tooth Really Worked As A Depression Leak.
And Seriously, Should You Choose To Read It, Think About It Before Dismissing Everything You See As Blasphemy And Outrageous And Whatnot; There May Be More Truth There Than Anything You've Ever Encountered In Life. And I Say This Because This Blog Has Confirmed Many Of The Doubts I Had In Life, And Being Proven Right There's Nothing That Can Boost My Self-Confidence More Than This At The Moment. Those Who Are Intolerant Towards Freedom Of Thought And Speech, However, Should Really Break That Barrier, Cast Aside The Prejudices And Stereotypes That You've Bound Yourselves And The Rest Of The World To, And Just Take It With A Pinch Of Salt At Least. Because In Reality, The Same Should Be Done With What You've Held Onto For However Long You Have Lived. Those Who Cannot Afford To Trade Their Pride For Wisdom, Well, You Have Been Warned. Don't Say I Didn't Warn You, Because I Remember Placing A Very Harsh Warning Right Above The Link.
That Said, I Must Again Announce That I Am No Atheist. What I Am Is An Agnostic. What's The Difference? There's A Whole World Of It.
I Amaze Myself Today. Though I'm Having Heavy Metal Blasting Through My Earphones To Amplify My Current State Of Depression, My Tone Is Surprisingly Calm And Forgiving Today. Hmm...
Well, Adieu To Y'all. Maybe The Coming Out Of The Second Wisdom Tooth Really Worked As A Depression Leak.
Saturday, August 7, 2010
Kindness Is Inhuman
After Watching That Video About Abortion, It Just Proves To Me How Selfish One Must Be To Be Human. How Selfish One Must Be To Survive The Human Society To Be Human; How One Must Protect One's Self Even If It Means Taking The Lives Or Livelihood Of Countless Others. And Yet Generations Of Hypocritical Parents Tell Their Children To Not Do To People What You Don't Want Done To You. How's That Even Possible? So We Should Not Kill Others And Let Others Kill Us Instead Because We Don't Want Others To Kill Us? How's That Even Possible? How's It Possible For Us To Survive Without Harming Others When They Key To Survival Is Harming Others? For The Third Bleeding Time, How Is That Even Possible?
And They're Telling Us Not To Be Selfish.
Oh Sure. Then When We Sceptical Young Ones Point Out The Inconsistencies And Contradictions Then They Start Feeding Us The "Oh, There Are Exceptions" Bullshit. So How Does One Not Be Selfish And Care For One's Self First? How Does One Be Selfless And Care For One's Own Needs? It's Like, Better Safe Than Sorry But Nothing Ventured, Nothing Gained. So What The FUCK Are We Supposed To Do? I KNOW! LETS BE BARBARIC AND KILL EVERYONE BEFORE ANYONE CAN KILL OURSELVES! SO I'M GONNA KILL YOU BEFORE YOU KILL ME!!!
And Such Is The Destiny Of Mankind. If One's Need Is Satisfied By Harming Another, Then Let's All Kill Each Other And So The Last Man Standing Gets Whatever He Wanted.
Contradictions.
Everyday And Everywhere We Find Contradictions. And I Grow Sick Of It. Shows More Of Mankind's True Colours. And All In The Name Of Personal Gain. Personal Benefit. At The Expense Of Others. And That Is What Makes Us Human. Proves That Humans Are Animals As Well. And It Is So Unlike The Beasts That We Are To Be Kind, Regardless Of How Much We Deny Being Beasts. So It Is Also True That As Much As People Are Born With The Innate Ability For Compassion, There Is Also The Innate Ability For Evil. And It Is Such A Sad Reality That The Evil People Outnumber The Compassionate By A Million (Or More) To One.
But People Tell Me To Have Hope. So That I Can Be Disappointed Again? Sorry. I'd Rather Not. They Say We All Fall In Life, But It Is A Choice Whether Or Not We Get Up Again. So My Choice Is To Stay Down. So That I Do Not Fall Again And Break Another Bone. Because The Bigger They Are, The Harder They Fall. So Vermin Can Afford To Drop Again And Again Without Anything To Lose, But Every Time I Reach For The Sky, Somehow Gravity Gets Infinite Times Stronger And I Land With A Bang. I'm Surprised I Don't Land Squished By My Own Body Weight.
How Can I Love Mankind Anymore?
People Are Double Crossed In The Name Of Personal Gain. People Lie In The Name Of Personal Gain. People Abandon Obedience And Adopt Deviance For Personal Gain. People Forget Who They Are For Personal Gain. People Lose Themselves For Personal Gain. Ironic. This Isn't Give And Take Anymore. This Is Downright Rob And Throw Away. To The Extent That They Would Destroy Their Lives Just To Live.
People Will Brand Me A Fool For Not Thinking As They Do. I Brand Myself A Fool For Not Thinking As I Do Now Sooner. I Brand Myself A Fool For Only Realizing The True Colour Of Mankind After 15 Years Of Life When I Should've Realized It During The Very First Year. Such A Simple Fact Took Me So Long To Learn. It Literally Took Me 15 Years To Understand Why Two Plus Two Is Equal To Two Times Two Which Is Also Equal To Two Squared, All Having 4 As The Number On The Other Side Of The Equation.
Adieu To Y'all. Until The Next You Hear Of This Fool.
And They're Telling Us Not To Be Selfish.
Oh Sure. Then When We Sceptical Young Ones Point Out The Inconsistencies And Contradictions Then They Start Feeding Us The "Oh, There Are Exceptions" Bullshit. So How Does One Not Be Selfish And Care For One's Self First? How Does One Be Selfless And Care For One's Own Needs? It's Like, Better Safe Than Sorry But Nothing Ventured, Nothing Gained. So What The FUCK Are We Supposed To Do? I KNOW! LETS BE BARBARIC AND KILL EVERYONE BEFORE ANYONE CAN KILL OURSELVES! SO I'M GONNA KILL YOU BEFORE YOU KILL ME!!!
And Such Is The Destiny Of Mankind. If One's Need Is Satisfied By Harming Another, Then Let's All Kill Each Other And So The Last Man Standing Gets Whatever He Wanted.
Contradictions.
Everyday And Everywhere We Find Contradictions. And I Grow Sick Of It. Shows More Of Mankind's True Colours. And All In The Name Of Personal Gain. Personal Benefit. At The Expense Of Others. And That Is What Makes Us Human. Proves That Humans Are Animals As Well. And It Is So Unlike The Beasts That We Are To Be Kind, Regardless Of How Much We Deny Being Beasts. So It Is Also True That As Much As People Are Born With The Innate Ability For Compassion, There Is Also The Innate Ability For Evil. And It Is Such A Sad Reality That The Evil People Outnumber The Compassionate By A Million (Or More) To One.
But People Tell Me To Have Hope. So That I Can Be Disappointed Again? Sorry. I'd Rather Not. They Say We All Fall In Life, But It Is A Choice Whether Or Not We Get Up Again. So My Choice Is To Stay Down. So That I Do Not Fall Again And Break Another Bone. Because The Bigger They Are, The Harder They Fall. So Vermin Can Afford To Drop Again And Again Without Anything To Lose, But Every Time I Reach For The Sky, Somehow Gravity Gets Infinite Times Stronger And I Land With A Bang. I'm Surprised I Don't Land Squished By My Own Body Weight.
How Can I Love Mankind Anymore?
People Are Double Crossed In The Name Of Personal Gain. People Lie In The Name Of Personal Gain. People Abandon Obedience And Adopt Deviance For Personal Gain. People Forget Who They Are For Personal Gain. People Lose Themselves For Personal Gain. Ironic. This Isn't Give And Take Anymore. This Is Downright Rob And Throw Away. To The Extent That They Would Destroy Their Lives Just To Live.
People Will Brand Me A Fool For Not Thinking As They Do. I Brand Myself A Fool For Not Thinking As I Do Now Sooner. I Brand Myself A Fool For Only Realizing The True Colour Of Mankind After 15 Years Of Life When I Should've Realized It During The Very First Year. Such A Simple Fact Took Me So Long To Learn. It Literally Took Me 15 Years To Understand Why Two Plus Two Is Equal To Two Times Two Which Is Also Equal To Two Squared, All Having 4 As The Number On The Other Side Of The Equation.
Adieu To Y'all. Until The Next You Hear Of This Fool.
Friday, August 6, 2010
When Everything Goes Down, Down, Down...
I Think Sometimes The Only Explanation For My Blog Background Not Loading Is Because ImageShack Is Facing Technical Issues At That Particular Moment.
I Think That People Actually Put All Their Hearts Into Smiting Me, And They Plan It So Carefully That It's All Supposed To Feel Random. And Though I Know That They Derive Pleasure From Me Suffering, I Just Can't Help But Express How Miserable I Am Just So That They Know That They're Doing A Good Job At Smiting Me. Probably Because I Actually Enjoy Depression, No Mater How Much I Hate It At The Very Same Time. It's Like Eating Bittersweet Food; You Hate With All Your Heart The Bitterness, But Just For The Sake Of The Rewarding Sensation That Is The Sweetness You Put Yourself Through Hell. Well, It Applies To Me At Least.
I Think That FictionJunction Yuuka Is Probably The Best Project That Kajiura Yuki Had Ever Worked On. Followed By Her Assisting Toshihiko Sahashi In Gundam Seed/Seed Destiny OST And Then Her Solo Works. See-Saw And Her Other FictionJunction Pairs Haven't Done As Well As The First And Longest Running FictionJunction.
I Think I Have 3 Wisdom Teeth. And The Second One Is Confirmed, Giving Me The Telltale Irritations And Slight Pains That The First One Didn't. Hopefully Since It's Giving Me All These Small Time Problems It Wont Give Me The Damn Ulcer That The First One Did, Because Damn That Was Irritatingly Painful. Which Sucks. I Remember My Father Saying This Just To Make Me (And Mum) Feel Bad: "If It Comes Out Normally, Then You Call It A Wisdom Tooth. If It Gives You Problems, Then It's A Foolish Tooth." (Vincent Chee, 2010)
DAMN I HATE WISDOM(Or Foolish) TEETH!!!~~~
I Think Marvel VS Capcom 3 Is Awesome. I Also Think That I'm Getting A PS3 Because Of It. And Because Of Many Other Games Like Tekken6 And Metal Gear Solid 5 And Assassin's Creed II. And The Four Games With A 4 In Them: Devil May Cry 4, Super Street Fighter 4, GTA 4 And Also Metal Gear Solid 4.
I Think I'm Really Having Low Chances Of Surviving This Year, Thus Not Surviving To See A PS3 In My Possession. Because I'm Spending Money Like Who Knows What And If I Don't Seek Professional Help Soon, I'll Probably Be Spending Blood As Well.
I Think The Price OF Recycled Paper Has Gone Up. Because I'm Paying RM1.20 For New Straits Times That Keeps Getting Thinner And Thinner By The Day. One Day I Think I'll Really Resort To Counting Them Pages To See If I'm Wrong.
I Think While The Price Of Sugar Has Gone Up, The Price Of Condensed Milk Has Gone Down Instead. The Last Time I Ordered For Milo It Looked More Like Milk With Milo Than Milo With Milk.
I Think That's All I Can Think Of At The Moment. Or Rather, That's All I Can Remember Of What I Had In My Mind For The Past Month.
I Think Now's The Time For Me To Say Adieu To Y'all. And For The Record, Capcom PWNS Marvel. Go Dante, Trish, Amaterasu, Morrigan And Chris.
I Think That People Actually Put All Their Hearts Into Smiting Me, And They Plan It So Carefully That It's All Supposed To Feel Random. And Though I Know That They Derive Pleasure From Me Suffering, I Just Can't Help But Express How Miserable I Am Just So That They Know That They're Doing A Good Job At Smiting Me. Probably Because I Actually Enjoy Depression, No Mater How Much I Hate It At The Very Same Time. It's Like Eating Bittersweet Food; You Hate With All Your Heart The Bitterness, But Just For The Sake Of The Rewarding Sensation That Is The Sweetness You Put Yourself Through Hell. Well, It Applies To Me At Least.
I Think That FictionJunction Yuuka Is Probably The Best Project That Kajiura Yuki Had Ever Worked On. Followed By Her Assisting Toshihiko Sahashi In Gundam Seed/Seed Destiny OST And Then Her Solo Works. See-Saw And Her Other FictionJunction Pairs Haven't Done As Well As The First And Longest Running FictionJunction.
I Think I Have 3 Wisdom Teeth. And The Second One Is Confirmed, Giving Me The Telltale Irritations And Slight Pains That The First One Didn't. Hopefully Since It's Giving Me All These Small Time Problems It Wont Give Me The Damn Ulcer That The First One Did, Because Damn That Was Irritatingly Painful. Which Sucks. I Remember My Father Saying This Just To Make Me (And Mum) Feel Bad: "If It Comes Out Normally, Then You Call It A Wisdom Tooth. If It Gives You Problems, Then It's A Foolish Tooth." (Vincent Chee, 2010)
DAMN I HATE WISDOM(Or Foolish) TEETH!!!~~~
I Think Marvel VS Capcom 3 Is Awesome. I Also Think That I'm Getting A PS3 Because Of It. And Because Of Many Other Games Like Tekken6 And Metal Gear Solid 5 And Assassin's Creed II. And The Four Games With A 4 In Them: Devil May Cry 4, Super Street Fighter 4, GTA 4 And Also Metal Gear Solid 4.
I Think I'm Really Having Low Chances Of Surviving This Year, Thus Not Surviving To See A PS3 In My Possession. Because I'm Spending Money Like Who Knows What And If I Don't Seek Professional Help Soon, I'll Probably Be Spending Blood As Well.
I Think The Price OF Recycled Paper Has Gone Up. Because I'm Paying RM1.20 For New Straits Times That Keeps Getting Thinner And Thinner By The Day. One Day I Think I'll Really Resort To Counting Them Pages To See If I'm Wrong.
I Think While The Price Of Sugar Has Gone Up, The Price Of Condensed Milk Has Gone Down Instead. The Last Time I Ordered For Milo It Looked More Like Milk With Milo Than Milo With Milk.
I Think That's All I Can Think Of At The Moment. Or Rather, That's All I Can Remember Of What I Had In My Mind For The Past Month.
I Think Now's The Time For Me To Say Adieu To Y'all. And For The Record, Capcom PWNS Marvel. Go Dante, Trish, Amaterasu, Morrigan And Chris.
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
Immortal Revelation
When mankind turn into vermin,
All that they deserve is famine,
For only in loss will they realize,
The value of the already lost prize.
There is no turning back for them,
The problem was rooted too deep to stem,
Though they may have once been a gem,
Tainted, they are less than disgusting phlegm.
A single year is all it takes,
Before a carefully built bridge breaks,
All that thanks not to dire quakes,
But merely to treacherous snakes.
Long seen through, your poorly played facade,
Perhaps you take me for a retard,
But just like you, I can put up an act,
But mine will end along with this contract.
Different people you now are,
Not the people we once knew,
But this change is in fact a scar,
That forces us to bid you adieu.
As clouds adopt a crimson shade,
Raining down a bloody cascade,
Revealing this unworthy crusade,
Unveiling hearts behind masquerades.
Time and nature has both revealed,
The string pullers behind the battlefield,
Oppression their idea of peace,
Assuming revolution will cease.
Let them continue this Endless Waltz,
Of war, peace and revolution,
Let them be blind to their victory false,
As we found a stronger resolution.
All that they deserve is famine,
For only in loss will they realize,
The value of the already lost prize.
There is no turning back for them,
The problem was rooted too deep to stem,
Though they may have once been a gem,
Tainted, they are less than disgusting phlegm.
A single year is all it takes,
Before a carefully built bridge breaks,
All that thanks not to dire quakes,
But merely to treacherous snakes.
Long seen through, your poorly played facade,
Perhaps you take me for a retard,
But just like you, I can put up an act,
But mine will end along with this contract.
Different people you now are,
Not the people we once knew,
But this change is in fact a scar,
That forces us to bid you adieu.
As clouds adopt a crimson shade,
Raining down a bloody cascade,
Revealing this unworthy crusade,
Unveiling hearts behind masquerades.
Time and nature has both revealed,
The string pullers behind the battlefield,
Oppression their idea of peace,
Assuming revolution will cease.
Let them continue this Endless Waltz,
Of war, peace and revolution,
Let them be blind to their victory false,
As we found a stronger resolution.
Monday, August 2, 2010
All Became Clear
Now I Know.
You Don't Know Yourself. You Just 'Believe' What Others Impose Onto You. You Just Blindly Trust What Others Say They Think About You. Now I Don't Just Know. Now I Understand.
I Am Very Terribly Saddened. I Am Saddened By The Fact That All My Attempts To Enlighten You Have Miserably Failed. Perhaps My Cryptic Ways Were More Mysterious And Unclear When Compared To Your Nonexistent Spiritual Guardian, So Much So That You Can't Even Grasp A Hint Of It. But I Do Not Blame You Entirely. Those Who Imposed Values Upon You Are Also At Fault. But There Is One Thing In Which I Am Equally At Fault As You, And That Is Being Human. Yes, We Are Both Humans, And Thus We Are Vulnerable To All This Nonsense. So If I Was Ever Sorry About Anything, If I Was Ever To Regret Anything, it Is Being Human. If There Is One Thing About You And I That I Absolutely Have To Hate, It Is The Fact That You And I Are Human. The Fact That We Are The Weaklings Known As Humans Is What Makes Us Vulnerable To All This Shit.
But In The End, What Sets Us Apart Is That I Chose The Harder Path. I Chose The Path Without Faith, But Only Knowledge. I Chose The Path That Will Eventually Make Me Stronger. The Path That Allows Me To See And Accept The World For What It Truly Is, And Not To Continuously Convince Myself That Everything Will Be Fine. Because In The End, One Who Can Bear The Burden Of Knowledge Is One Who Is Free From The False Bliss That Ignorance Brings.
How Did This Dawn Upon Me? A Really Good Presentation That Touched A Little About Emotional Quotient And Something You Mentioned Yourself Led To This Revelation. Once Again, I Must Thank You. Yet Again You Have Given Me A Point Of View That Showed Me What The World's True Nature Really Is, Albeit Unwittingly So. However Ironic It May Be, I Now Cannot Deny That It Is The Ignorance Of Others That Eventually Grants Me Wisdom.
Perhaps It Is Truly My Destiny. That I Must Be One Thing That I Despise To The Core; That I Must Make Use Of The Misfortune Of Others To Rise Above The Clouds. But At Least For Me It Is Justified; As Revenge Upon Those Who Have Manipulated Me. Though This Does Not Change The Fact That I'm Destined For Greatness. What About You? What Is Your Destiny? To Be Blindly Led Around By Questionable, Non-Trustworthy People? That, Is Entirely Up To You To Decide.
It Is Still My Wish That You Will One Day Just Snap Out Of This Pleasant Illusion Of Yours And Wake Up To Reality. But The Way Things Are Going, That'll Probably Remain Just As Wishful Thinking For The Foreseeable Future.
Wise Up Please, People. Or Perhaps It Is I That Should Wise Up And Stop Trying To Save Those Who Are Not Exactly Keen To Save Themselves. But I Suppose That This Proves That Humans Are Indeed Born With The Innate Nature Of Kindness Towards Others, Regardless Of What Others May Think Of Them.
Adieu To Y'all. Rise To The Skies With Me; Free Yourself From This Pit Of Malice, And Help Me Save The Rest Of Those Who Mutually Mean Something In Our Lives.
You Don't Know Yourself. You Just 'Believe' What Others Impose Onto You. You Just Blindly Trust What Others Say They Think About You. Now I Don't Just Know. Now I Understand.
I Am Very Terribly Saddened. I Am Saddened By The Fact That All My Attempts To Enlighten You Have Miserably Failed. Perhaps My Cryptic Ways Were More Mysterious And Unclear When Compared To Your Nonexistent Spiritual Guardian, So Much So That You Can't Even Grasp A Hint Of It. But I Do Not Blame You Entirely. Those Who Imposed Values Upon You Are Also At Fault. But There Is One Thing In Which I Am Equally At Fault As You, And That Is Being Human. Yes, We Are Both Humans, And Thus We Are Vulnerable To All This Nonsense. So If I Was Ever Sorry About Anything, If I Was Ever To Regret Anything, it Is Being Human. If There Is One Thing About You And I That I Absolutely Have To Hate, It Is The Fact That You And I Are Human. The Fact That We Are The Weaklings Known As Humans Is What Makes Us Vulnerable To All This Shit.
But In The End, What Sets Us Apart Is That I Chose The Harder Path. I Chose The Path Without Faith, But Only Knowledge. I Chose The Path That Will Eventually Make Me Stronger. The Path That Allows Me To See And Accept The World For What It Truly Is, And Not To Continuously Convince Myself That Everything Will Be Fine. Because In The End, One Who Can Bear The Burden Of Knowledge Is One Who Is Free From The False Bliss That Ignorance Brings.
How Did This Dawn Upon Me? A Really Good Presentation That Touched A Little About Emotional Quotient And Something You Mentioned Yourself Led To This Revelation. Once Again, I Must Thank You. Yet Again You Have Given Me A Point Of View That Showed Me What The World's True Nature Really Is, Albeit Unwittingly So. However Ironic It May Be, I Now Cannot Deny That It Is The Ignorance Of Others That Eventually Grants Me Wisdom.
Perhaps It Is Truly My Destiny. That I Must Be One Thing That I Despise To The Core; That I Must Make Use Of The Misfortune Of Others To Rise Above The Clouds. But At Least For Me It Is Justified; As Revenge Upon Those Who Have Manipulated Me. Though This Does Not Change The Fact That I'm Destined For Greatness. What About You? What Is Your Destiny? To Be Blindly Led Around By Questionable, Non-Trustworthy People? That, Is Entirely Up To You To Decide.
It Is Still My Wish That You Will One Day Just Snap Out Of This Pleasant Illusion Of Yours And Wake Up To Reality. But The Way Things Are Going, That'll Probably Remain Just As Wishful Thinking For The Foreseeable Future.
Wise Up Please, People. Or Perhaps It Is I That Should Wise Up And Stop Trying To Save Those Who Are Not Exactly Keen To Save Themselves. But I Suppose That This Proves That Humans Are Indeed Born With The Innate Nature Of Kindness Towards Others, Regardless Of What Others May Think Of Them.
Adieu To Y'all. Rise To The Skies With Me; Free Yourself From This Pit Of Malice, And Help Me Save The Rest Of Those Who Mutually Mean Something In Our Lives.
The Colour Of Mankind
Is A Dark, Morbid, Bloody And Twisted One. More Than Enough Times Have I Seen People Change For The Worse For Selfish Reasons And Gains. A Mere Joker Turned Into A Liar, Traitor And Manipulator That Turns On Everyone Else Just To Achieve Personal Goals. An Atheist Who Suddenly Turns Into A Believer Just Because Their Significant Other i.e. Boyfriend/Girlfriend Is A Believer, And Starts Saying Stuff Like 'God Bless You' And 'God Is Always With You' And All The Fucking Shitty Nonsense That We Used To Laugh At So Wildly Together. A Once Smart And Critical Person Turns To A Simple-Minded 'Believer' Who Simply Believes Everything That Is Said Without Investigation Or Analysis. And It Is No Coincidence That Said Person Believes Every Single Badmouth Out There That Are Hell Bent On Making My Life Miserable. Well, Sorry Assholes, If You're Gonna Be Stupid And Have Blind Faith In EVERY SINGLE FUCKING THING, Then Your Foolishness Is Beyond Salvation. Damn Now I Really Respect Oda Nobunaga.
So What Is Exactly The Colour Of Mankind? Just Take A Picture Of A Rainbow And Invert Its Colours And You'll Have A Slight Idea Of How Sickening It Is. It Is Fucked Up.
I Just Can't Stop Thinking About How Utterly Selfish Humans Can Be When For Countless Generations We've Been Telling Each Other How Not To Treat Others In Ways We Don't Want To Be Treated. But I Guess All That Can Be Forgone As Long As One Achieves What One Wants.
That's Why I Am IMD!!!. That Is Why I Will Do Whatever I Can To Oppose Every Single Norm Of Twisted Humanity; To Set Things Straight And Back On Course On Enlightened Civilization, Not Backward Barbarism. That Is Why I'm No Vermin Who Does Not Walk The Talk. That's Why I Swore To Myself Never To Be The Bigmouth No Balls And Brains Kind Of Guy. That's Why I Don't Make Promises Unless I'm 100% Certain I Won't Break Them. That Is Why I Am So Intolerant To Uncertainty. Because That Is What Humanity Made Me: A Seemingly Uncertain Person Who Says Maybe To Every Single Thing Because He's Not 100% Sure.
And After All I've Been Through I Just Have To Say This Again: It Sucks To Be Me. But Then Again, To Be Strong Is To Have A Life Like The Rest But Come Out Higher Than The Rest. Or To Have A Harder Life Than Others But To Come Up Equal Or Better. And Clearly The Latter Undeniably Applies To Me. So To All Y'all Who Wanna Screw My Life Over, Too Bad Suckers. Unless God Himself Wanted To... No, That Wouldn't Help You Either.
And Now I Officially Declare Myself An Agnostic. Because I Don't Know And I Don't Fucking Care. Makes No Difference Save The Fact That People Will Actually Be Stronger Mentally If The Nonexistent Being Was Proven To Not Exist.
Adieu To Y'all. From DMD To IMD, We All Know This Is One Step To Greatness.
So What Is Exactly The Colour Of Mankind? Just Take A Picture Of A Rainbow And Invert Its Colours And You'll Have A Slight Idea Of How Sickening It Is. It Is Fucked Up.
I Just Can't Stop Thinking About How Utterly Selfish Humans Can Be When For Countless Generations We've Been Telling Each Other How Not To Treat Others In Ways We Don't Want To Be Treated. But I Guess All That Can Be Forgone As Long As One Achieves What One Wants.
That's Why I Am IMD!!!. That Is Why I Will Do Whatever I Can To Oppose Every Single Norm Of Twisted Humanity; To Set Things Straight And Back On Course On Enlightened Civilization, Not Backward Barbarism. That Is Why I'm No Vermin Who Does Not Walk The Talk. That's Why I Swore To Myself Never To Be The Bigmouth No Balls And Brains Kind Of Guy. That's Why I Don't Make Promises Unless I'm 100% Certain I Won't Break Them. That Is Why I Am So Intolerant To Uncertainty. Because That Is What Humanity Made Me: A Seemingly Uncertain Person Who Says Maybe To Every Single Thing Because He's Not 100% Sure.
And After All I've Been Through I Just Have To Say This Again: It Sucks To Be Me. But Then Again, To Be Strong Is To Have A Life Like The Rest But Come Out Higher Than The Rest. Or To Have A Harder Life Than Others But To Come Up Equal Or Better. And Clearly The Latter Undeniably Applies To Me. So To All Y'all Who Wanna Screw My Life Over, Too Bad Suckers. Unless God Himself Wanted To... No, That Wouldn't Help You Either.
And Now I Officially Declare Myself An Agnostic. Because I Don't Know And I Don't Fucking Care. Makes No Difference Save The Fact That People Will Actually Be Stronger Mentally If The Nonexistent Being Was Proven To Not Exist.
Adieu To Y'all. From DMD To IMD, We All Know This Is One Step To Greatness.
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