This Entry/Post Will Be About The Last 3 Days Of Our Foundation, Excluding Exams Or Other Events...
Wednesday Was...
Mainly About Me Trying To Right Whatever Went Wrong, Only To Realize That They Can't Be Made Right Once Again. Well, What Can I Say? Besides Infinite Apologies, I'm Afraid There's Nothing Else That I Can Do... Not That They Matter To You Anymore, Do They? But Whatever. I Have One Final Step To Take; One That Will End It All (On My End At Least, For It Ended On Yours 1/2 A Year Ago, Didn't It?). Today Was A Reliving Of The Immense Sorrow I've Felt 2 Years Ago, During The 4 Calamities Of 2007, And I Owe It To The Both Of Us...
Thursday Was...
Quite A Turn-On. Why? Food!!! Expensive Food!!! At Less Than 1/2 Price!!! Literally!!!
No Joke. I Alone Paid A Mere 26 Bucks For A Sushi-King Meal That Would've Otherwise Cost More Than 40 Bucks (And Sated My Craving For Quality Wasabi For The Day), With A Bunch Of Pals. Competed With Jeff To See Who Could Stuff More Food Into Our Bellies, And Watching Vingent 'Enjoying' His First Ever Sushi Meal. Like Some Others, I Never Felt Hungry For The Rest Of The Day, And Even Felt A Little Bloated Upon Waking Up The Next Morning...
Friday...
So-Called Last Day, Huh... People Taking Pics With Each Other Like No Tomorrow And Suddenly Acting All Lively And Stuff... Makes You Feel That There's Something More To The Seemingly Simple Parting That People Experience In Life. But Hey, What The Heck. With The Advances Of Modern Day Technology, You'd Think It's Much Harder To Forget Close Friends Than Before, No? Besides, Who Knows If You'd Be Working Together After Graduating? Something I Personally Look Forward To...
But Hey, It's Not Over Now, Is It? I Believe That Y'all Out There Are Gonna Stay Close To Each Other, Regardless Of The Distance Between. And Hey, 3 Years Pass Before You Realize It, Just Like This Year. And I'm Sure We'll Meet Again XD
And To Commemorate This Stage In Our Lives, A Masterpiece Shall Be Brought To Life.
Adieu To Y'all Until Then XD
Friday, April 17, 2009
Thursday, April 9, 2009
The Nostalgia, Sentiment And All Its Other Synonyms...
Something Just Suddenly Got Me Reading Through My MSN History Today. And What I Saw... Got My Tears Flowing...
How Did Things Turn Out This Way...?
How Did This Happen...?
What Have You Heard...?
What Did The Others Say...?
Who Was The One Who Said It...?
But I Guess None Of These Questions Matter If One Thing Is Left In The Shadows:
What Have I Done!?
Please Tell Me, What Have I Done To Repel You So From Me?
What Have I Done To Deserve Such Coldness From You?
What Was My Mistake?
You Say I'm Being Dramatic, But How?
What Have I Done That's Even Worth Trying To Get Away With?
You Ask Me To Go Ahead And Pretend Nothing Happened, But Happened, Exactly? Don't I At Least Get To Know?
I Often Blame Myself For The Slightest Discrepancy In The People Around Me, Like When Someone's Being Quiet When They Are Often The Other Way Around. This, However, Turns Me Upside Down; When I Worry Too Much, It Turns Out To Have Nothing To Do With Me, And When I Finally Choose Not To Worry, It Really Is My Fault.
For The 1st Time In My 14 Years As A Computer User I Have Tears Trickling Down Into My Keyboard Instead Of The Usual Sweat. I Doubt I'll Be Sleeping Tonight...
The 78(And Still Counting)Days Since The 21st Of January 2009 Has Been Some Of The Darkest Days In My Life, On Par With The 4 Calamities Of 2007. And When We All Thought Things Couldn't Get Any Worse, Those 'Words Of Wisdom' Just Proves Us Wrong, And Straight To The Face With A Full Focused Iron Fist.
Adieu To Y'all... This Truly Marks This Devil's Demise...
How Did Things Turn Out This Way...?
How Did This Happen...?
What Have You Heard...?
What Did The Others Say...?
Who Was The One Who Said It...?
But I Guess None Of These Questions Matter If One Thing Is Left In The Shadows:
What Have I Done!?
Please Tell Me, What Have I Done To Repel You So From Me?
What Have I Done To Deserve Such Coldness From You?
What Was My Mistake?
You Say I'm Being Dramatic, But How?
What Have I Done That's Even Worth Trying To Get Away With?
You Ask Me To Go Ahead And Pretend Nothing Happened, But Happened, Exactly? Don't I At Least Get To Know?
I Often Blame Myself For The Slightest Discrepancy In The People Around Me, Like When Someone's Being Quiet When They Are Often The Other Way Around. This, However, Turns Me Upside Down; When I Worry Too Much, It Turns Out To Have Nothing To Do With Me, And When I Finally Choose Not To Worry, It Really Is My Fault.
For The 1st Time In My 14 Years As A Computer User I Have Tears Trickling Down Into My Keyboard Instead Of The Usual Sweat. I Doubt I'll Be Sleeping Tonight...
The 78(And Still Counting)Days Since The 21st Of January 2009 Has Been Some Of The Darkest Days In My Life, On Par With The 4 Calamities Of 2007. And When We All Thought Things Couldn't Get Any Worse, Those 'Words Of Wisdom' Just Proves Us Wrong, And Straight To The Face With A Full Focused Iron Fist.
Adieu To Y'all... This Truly Marks This Devil's Demise...
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
The Everlasting Sentiment... Or Is It?
The Said Topic Hasn't Really Made Any Progress Ever Since The Tickets Were Distributed For Sale To Us 'Committee Members'. Why? Coz... It's Merely Distributed To Us, And Much Is Left Unclear Before We Can Confidently Sell Them Off Without Doubt Or Worry. It's A Mess For Now, But Lets Hope That, Like Every Other Event, This Mess Will Be Made A Miracle In It's Final Stages.
Time For A Little Back-Tracking...
Monday Was Hilarious. When I Think Of This Day I Think Of Romeo And Juliet. Weird, Yes, I Know And I Think So Too. But If You Were In My Shoes, You'd Surely Agree.
The Girls had Their Breakfast/Lunch At SP Corner While Us Guys Went To The PD Block Canteen As Usual. Just That On The Way, Some Joke That Fate May Be Playing Just Happened To Place People Into Positions That Just Bring Such A Scenario Into Mind. As We All Know That SP's 'Dining' Area Is Slightly Elevated, So When We Passed By, Fan Remembered He Had Something To Tell Le-Anne. So He Called Her From The Sidewalk. She Came, Leaning On The Railings Of The Platform. I Don't Know If I Was Hallucinating Or My Imaginations Just Gone Wild, But The People Around Suddenly Blurred Away And The Scene Transformed Slowly Into A Very Medieval Setting; Complete With The Castles And Drawbridges And Such.
No Offence You Two. Just That Now Whenever I See Both Of You Talking To Each Other It Reminds Me Of The Day; And If Fan Raised His Hand Like He Was Reaching For Something, I Would've Just Burst Into Laughter. If Only I Had A 5.0 Megapix Cam, I'd Be Eagerly Wanting To Show You How I Felt, Literally. XD
Something To Note Recently: Digression Has Been A Norm For The Past Few Weeks And Being Direct Seems Like A One Way Trip To Humiliation Hell. Why Is It So? Wouldn't We All Wonder... But In The End, I Guess No One Save Me Gives A Damn Because Everyone Resorts To That, Whether They Realize It Or Not (Sadly That Includes Me As Well)
The 2nd Cold War Seems To Have Died Down And I See Them Joking With Each Other Already Today. Don't Know If It's Just Another Masquerade Or What But I Sure Hope It's Not. Maybe I Ought To Get The Details From Them About How They Sorted Things Out So Peacefully. When's Mine Gonna End? Had A Chance Today But Blew It(Or Rather, More Like Missed It Or Didn't Take It). Hope I Get Such Chances Everyday.
The Clock Ticks On...
Something Just Crossed My Mind: The Kampar Thing Almost Got Me Thinking That Money Can Really Buy Anything; The Catch Is The More You Buy The More You Pay For Maintenance, Which Sucks In The Long Run. How Do These Relate? I'll Leave It To Your Imagination...
Adieu To Y'all. Enjoy The Upcoming Events, UTAR and No.19 Alike XD
Time For A Little Back-Tracking...
Monday Was Hilarious. When I Think Of This Day I Think Of Romeo And Juliet. Weird, Yes, I Know And I Think So Too. But If You Were In My Shoes, You'd Surely Agree.
The Girls had Their Breakfast/Lunch At SP Corner While Us Guys Went To The PD Block Canteen As Usual. Just That On The Way, Some Joke That Fate May Be Playing Just Happened To Place People Into Positions That Just Bring Such A Scenario Into Mind. As We All Know That SP's 'Dining' Area Is Slightly Elevated, So When We Passed By, Fan Remembered He Had Something To Tell Le-Anne. So He Called Her From The Sidewalk. She Came, Leaning On The Railings Of The Platform. I Don't Know If I Was Hallucinating Or My Imaginations Just Gone Wild, But The People Around Suddenly Blurred Away And The Scene Transformed Slowly Into A Very Medieval Setting; Complete With The Castles And Drawbridges And Such.
No Offence You Two. Just That Now Whenever I See Both Of You Talking To Each Other It Reminds Me Of The Day; And If Fan Raised His Hand Like He Was Reaching For Something, I Would've Just Burst Into Laughter. If Only I Had A 5.0 Megapix Cam, I'd Be Eagerly Wanting To Show You How I Felt, Literally. XD
Something To Note Recently: Digression Has Been A Norm For The Past Few Weeks And Being Direct Seems Like A One Way Trip To Humiliation Hell. Why Is It So? Wouldn't We All Wonder... But In The End, I Guess No One Save Me Gives A Damn Because Everyone Resorts To That, Whether They Realize It Or Not (Sadly That Includes Me As Well)
The 2nd Cold War Seems To Have Died Down And I See Them Joking With Each Other Already Today. Don't Know If It's Just Another Masquerade Or What But I Sure Hope It's Not. Maybe I Ought To Get The Details From Them About How They Sorted Things Out So Peacefully. When's Mine Gonna End? Had A Chance Today But Blew It(Or Rather, More Like Missed It Or Didn't Take It). Hope I Get Such Chances Everyday.
The Clock Ticks On...
Something Just Crossed My Mind: The Kampar Thing Almost Got Me Thinking That Money Can Really Buy Anything; The Catch Is The More You Buy The More You Pay For Maintenance, Which Sucks In The Long Run. How Do These Relate? I'll Leave It To Your Imagination...
Adieu To Y'all. Enjoy The Upcoming Events, UTAR and No.19 Alike XD
Monday, April 6, 2009
Aloha Paranoia!!!
Mom Says I Worry Too Much...
Can't Really Help It. I'm Going To A Brand New Environment In A Month's Time, And Staying There For The Next 3 Years Of My Life. Cross The Bridge When You Get To It? Nah, I'd Wanna Find Out If It's Safe To Cross In The First Place...
In A Not-So-Distant Future, I'd Be Risking All My Remaining Sanity On Something Many Consider Pointless, Not Worth And Anything Else You Wanna Call It. Okay, A Little Ranting Here To Clear Things Up...
Many Times Fixing A Broken Object Is Something I'd Never Do; In Fact Most Of The Time If Something's Broken I'd Just Break It Even More Until It's Beyond Salvation. But If It's Something Special, I'd Die Trying To Salvage Whatever I Can. This Is What's Going On Now, And May 15th Is The Day; The Time: When The Drums Roll And All Of My Luck Is Put To The Test.
Sigh... Even These Few Mangy Thoughts Of Mine Were So Hard To Put Down In Words.
But My Personal Impossible Quest Aside, We At 19 Are Planning Something Grand For Ourselves; Something That'll Remind Us Of Our Experiences As A Family, And Hopefully An Eternal Friendship. Hope We All Do Our Best. 頑張って、みな！！！
Adieu To Y'all. Gotta Do Stuff That'll Shock Even Myself...
Can't Really Help It. I'm Going To A Brand New Environment In A Month's Time, And Staying There For The Next 3 Years Of My Life. Cross The Bridge When You Get To It? Nah, I'd Wanna Find Out If It's Safe To Cross In The First Place...
In A Not-So-Distant Future, I'd Be Risking All My Remaining Sanity On Something Many Consider Pointless, Not Worth And Anything Else You Wanna Call It. Okay, A Little Ranting Here To Clear Things Up...
Many Times Fixing A Broken Object Is Something I'd Never Do; In Fact Most Of The Time If Something's Broken I'd Just Break It Even More Until It's Beyond Salvation. But If It's Something Special, I'd Die Trying To Salvage Whatever I Can. This Is What's Going On Now, And May 15th Is The Day; The Time: When The Drums Roll And All Of My Luck Is Put To The Test.
Sigh... Even These Few Mangy Thoughts Of Mine Were So Hard To Put Down In Words.
But My Personal Impossible Quest Aside, We At 19 Are Planning Something Grand For Ourselves; Something That'll Remind Us Of Our Experiences As A Family, And Hopefully An Eternal Friendship. Hope We All Do Our Best. 頑張って、みな！！！
Adieu To Y'all. Gotta Do Stuff That'll Shock Even Myself...
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
Operation Snake Eater
The Cold War Between The West And The Soviet Union Was Quite An Example Already Of How Bad Ignoring One Another Can Be. But Then The Scale Gets Smaller, The Degree Of Coldness Actually Gets Worse.
Down To The Individual Level, It Can Even Be Contagious. The Hate Of One Person Towards Another Can Spread To Others And To The Extend Of Choosing To Suffer Than To Accept Help From The 'Cold Enemy'. Ironic How Hatred Can Bring Such Sporadic Eccentricities To The Behaviour Of People. Not To Mention The Perfectly Performed Facades On Certain Occasions; So Well Played You Wouldn't Notice The True Cold War Behind Those Seemingly Friendly Conversations.
Pokémon Somehow Dominated 1/4 Of The Campus Day Today, From Suitable Levels For Clearing Each Gym Badge To The ___est(Thinnest, Fattest, etc.) Pokémon. I Sincerely Apologize If My Lifelessness Has Spread To Those Involved In The Topic Today.
Adieu To Y'all. Hope My Lifelessness And The Cold War Stop Spreading Further Than It Already Has...
P/S: The Heat Is Roasting Me Alive. How Are You Guys Coping With It o.O?
Down To The Individual Level, It Can Even Be Contagious. The Hate Of One Person Towards Another Can Spread To Others And To The Extend Of Choosing To Suffer Than To Accept Help From The 'Cold Enemy'. Ironic How Hatred Can Bring Such Sporadic Eccentricities To The Behaviour Of People. Not To Mention The Perfectly Performed Facades On Certain Occasions; So Well Played You Wouldn't Notice The True Cold War Behind Those Seemingly Friendly Conversations.
"Cues Of Silence Sparks The Masquerade,
Knights Revolt To Demonic Treachery"
Shawn 'Shootie HG' McPherson, Devil May Cry 4
Knights Revolt To Demonic Treachery"
Shawn 'Shootie HG' McPherson, Devil May Cry 4
Pokémon Somehow Dominated 1/4 Of The Campus Day Today, From Suitable Levels For Clearing Each Gym Badge To The ___est(Thinnest, Fattest, etc.) Pokémon. I Sincerely Apologize If My Lifelessness Has Spread To Those Involved In The Topic Today.
Adieu To Y'all. Hope My Lifelessness And The Cold War Stop Spreading Further Than It Already Has...
P/S: The Heat Is Roasting Me Alive. How Are You Guys Coping With It o.O?
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Play The Golden Tune...
With Emerald's Pokédex Going at 146/386, Anyone Can Tell That I'm Bored To Death. The Only News That's Cheering Me Up Now Is That StrawberryMintSubs, My La Corda D'oro Supplier, Will Start Working On ~Secondo Passo~ In SPRING!!! I Myself Am Not Sure Whether Its A Good Thing Or A Bad Thing, Coz Its... SPRING!!! How Would I Know When Is Spring In The West? Malaysia's Spring/Summer 365 Days A Year!!!
These Are Times When Suicide Doesn't Seem Like A Coward's Way Out. You Think Otherwise? Of Course, Because You Don't Understand XD
The Dreaded 'Cold War' Topic Somehow Resurfaced Today, And It Made Me Feel The Sheer Cold Down My Spine, Heart, Stomach, And All Other Parts Of The Body That Makes Me Wanna Fly Without Wings, Literally. Yeah, I Understand There's Another Cold War Going On Due To Some Minor Misunderstanding Made Major (Aside From Mine). Don't Keep It Up Please. Fortunately For Me, I'm Getting The Chance To Right My Wrong(Or Humiliate Myself If It Doesn't Work Out, But Whatever), Although That Chance Was Almost Destroyed Today.
Adieu To Y'all While I Attempt (Or Die Trying) To Mend My Broken Heart And Work On My Latest Masterpiece...
These Are Times When Suicide Doesn't Seem Like A Coward's Way Out. You Think Otherwise? Of Course, Because You Don't Understand XD
The Dreaded 'Cold War' Topic Somehow Resurfaced Today, And It Made Me Feel The Sheer Cold Down My Spine, Heart, Stomach, And All Other Parts Of The Body That Makes Me Wanna Fly Without Wings, Literally. Yeah, I Understand There's Another Cold War Going On Due To Some Minor Misunderstanding Made Major (Aside From Mine). Don't Keep It Up Please. Fortunately For Me, I'm Getting The Chance To Right My Wrong(Or Humiliate Myself If It Doesn't Work Out, But Whatever), Although That Chance Was Almost Destroyed Today.
Adieu To Y'all While I Attempt (Or Die Trying) To Mend My Broken Heart And Work On My Latest Masterpiece...
Cruelty In Sight
Today Would've Been Another Day This Blog Collects Dust If It Weren't For A Most Horrifying Incident.
Was Going Out For Dinner Like Every Evening, Only Today, Right After Locking The Doors And Gate I Saw A Car Flying At Extreme Speeds And A Cat Literally Flying By The Car's Side. There Was A Moment Of Void When Time Seemed To Freeze, And When We All Got Back To Our Senses, There Was A Cat Lying Flat On The Road, Its Eyes Red With Blood, Trembling Like Its Nerves Just Got Jolted And Some Cat Blood On The Road.
For The Whole Time While We Walked To Our Dinner Spot We Were Telling Each Other What We Saw, And Throughout Dinner We Were Cursing The Driver Of The Car. Why? The Driver Didn't Show Any Signs Of Slowing Down, And Was Speeding Uphill. No Excuse For Not Feeling Guilty, Don't You Agree?
Got Back And Decided To Bury The Poor Cat, While Its 2 Friends Were Still Bewildered By What On Earth Happened To Their Dear Playmate; And Fed Undefined Number Of Mosquitoes While We Were At It. There Was Somehow Some Funny Dialogue During The Whole Process Though:
Yao : Someone Call The Cops, Someone's Been Murdered!
Shangee : That B*st*rd Just Brutally Murdered A Cat!
Ian : That Driver's Gonna Be Charged With Genocide!
Made Me Wonder What'll Happen Of We Really Called The Police...
Speaking Of Collecting Dust...
Readers Out There, Correct Me If I'm Wrong But This Blog Now Seems More Like My Personal Diary, Does It Not?
Adieu To Y'all While I Scare Myself With Feline Related Nightmares XD
Was Going Out For Dinner Like Every Evening, Only Today, Right After Locking The Doors And Gate I Saw A Car Flying At Extreme Speeds And A Cat Literally Flying By The Car's Side. There Was A Moment Of Void When Time Seemed To Freeze, And When We All Got Back To Our Senses, There Was A Cat Lying Flat On The Road, Its Eyes Red With Blood, Trembling Like Its Nerves Just Got Jolted And Some Cat Blood On The Road.
For The Whole Time While We Walked To Our Dinner Spot We Were Telling Each Other What We Saw, And Throughout Dinner We Were Cursing The Driver Of The Car. Why? The Driver Didn't Show Any Signs Of Slowing Down, And Was Speeding Uphill. No Excuse For Not Feeling Guilty, Don't You Agree?
Got Back And Decided To Bury The Poor Cat, While Its 2 Friends Were Still Bewildered By What On Earth Happened To Their Dear Playmate; And Fed Undefined Number Of Mosquitoes While We Were At It. There Was Somehow Some Funny Dialogue During The Whole Process Though:
Yao : Someone Call The Cops, Someone's Been Murdered!
Shangee : That B*st*rd Just Brutally Murdered A Cat!
Ian : That Driver's Gonna Be Charged With Genocide!
Made Me Wonder What'll Happen Of We Really Called The Police...
Speaking Of Collecting Dust...
Readers Out There, Correct Me If I'm Wrong But This Blog Now Seems More Like My Personal Diary, Does It Not?
Adieu To Y'all While I Scare Myself With Feline Related Nightmares XD
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