The Nostalgia, Sentiment And All Its Other Synonyms...

Something Just Suddenly Got Me Reading Through My MSN History Today. And What I Saw... Got My Tears Flowing...

How Did Things Turn Out This Way...?
How Did This Happen...?
What Have You Heard...?
What Did The Others Say...?
Who Was The One Who Said It...?

But I Guess None Of These Questions Matter If One Thing Is Left In The Shadows:

What Have I Done!?

Please Tell Me, What Have I Done To Repel You So From Me?
What Have I Done To Deserve Such Coldness From You?
What Was My Mistake?

You Say I'm Being Dramatic, But How?
What Have I Done That's Even Worth Trying To Get Away With?
You Ask Me To Go Ahead And Pretend Nothing Happened, But Happened, Exactly? Don't I At Least Get To Know?

I Often Blame Myself For The Slightest Discrepancy In The People Around Me, Like When Someone's Being Quiet When They Are Often The Other Way Around. This, However, Turns Me Upside Down; When I Worry Too Much, It Turns Out To Have Nothing To Do With Me, And When I Finally Choose Not To Worry, It Really Is My Fault.

For The 1st Time In My 14 Years As A Computer User I Have Tears Trickling Down Into My Keyboard Instead Of The Usual Sweat. I Doubt I'll Be Sleeping Tonight...

The 78(And Still Counting)Days Since The 21st Of January 2009 Has Been Some Of The Darkest Days In My Life, On Par With The 4 Calamities Of 2007. And When We All Thought Things Couldn't Get Any Worse, Those 'Words Of Wisdom' Just Proves Us Wrong, And Straight To The Face With A Full Focused Iron Fist.

Adieu To Y'all... This Truly Marks This Devil's Demise...