Friday, February 13, 2009

Isolation And Depression

They Say Shit Happens When You Least Expect It. Well, Lets Just Say Some Really Big Shit Happened Today And Everyone Is Paying For It; Monetarily and Mentally.

The 'Big' Plan Was To Go Clubbing Today. So Some Of Us Wanted To Head Back To Cheras To Pick Up Appropriate Clothing For The Thing. Some Cursed Accident Happened And The Was Canceled. How Nice It Would Be If Only The Plan Was Canceled...

Yeah, That's Not All That Happened. The Car's Tyre Was Busted Bad And Had To Be Replaced. Approximately RM250 Gone There. Then Another Unknown Amount That May Fly All The Way To RM1k Is To Be Paid As Compensation To The Other Party. Money Problem Aside, The Driver, Our Uncle Jaz, Now Suffers Dearly Due To The Immense Pressure He's In. His Parents Have Yet To Know Of This, And I Doubt They Visit My Heaven Ever, And So To Those Who Do Frequent These Lands, Please Do Your Part In Keeping This Mess Under Control By Not Spilling The Beans To The Wrong People Until Further Notice.

And Yes, Like Every Depressed Teenager Including Myself, He Secluded Himself With His Problems From Us All. We His Bros And Sis Searched The Whole Section 17, Parts Of Section 13, 14, Sentosa And even SS2, Until We Found Him In The Least Expected Spot: A Field Off 17/21c Street.

Self Isolation Does Seem Like The Way Out Doesn't It? In Fact It Is For Many People In Many Different Situations. Yeah, I Do That Too, But Lets Just Say That Isolation Doesn't Allow Me To Overstay And Kicks Me Back To Company.

So Many People To talk To, So Little Courage, Poor Me. And I Comfort Myself By Thinking I'm Not Disturbing Their Peace And Quiet. What A Cheap Bluff, I Know. I Feel Sorry For Myself For That Too...

Adieu To Y'all. And Know That I'm Here For You If You Need Me XD

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