Heavenly Demons

Firstly, Sorry To Y'all If You've Been Looking Forward To Seeing Something New But All You've Got For The Past 12 Days Was The Same Christmas Greeting. Been Cramped Up With 'Things I'm Supposed To Do' After My Christmas Death And Resurrection That I Didn't Have The Time To Actually Do Stuff I Actually Wanted To Do. Well, Time To Catch Up, I Guess. Yeah, Yeah, We All Get The "It's Just A Lame Excuse For Not Managing Your Time Properly" Every Time Cases Like This Occur But Hey, Say What You Want Man; I Don't Give A Crap About What People Say When They Are Those Who Don't Understand The Situation. Knowing What Happened And Actually Facing It Is Like The Difference Between Heaven And Earth, You Know.

And Yes, Sorry For Not Having A New Year Poem For Those Of You Who Were Expecting It. Was Planning To Rush One On New Year's Eve, But Let's Just Say Shit Happened And I Got Such A Big Load Of Freshly Excreted Shit Thrown Onto My Face That I Totally Lost The Mood For It. Let's Not Elaborate Too Much About That, Shall We? Not That I Remember What Exactly Happened Anyway... To Those Who Caught Me In A Bad Mood, Don't Worry About It, Okay? Make A Choice:
1. It's Not Your Fault
2. Apology Accepted
Whichever You Think Fits The Situation, I Think The Whole Matter's Come To A Positive Conclusion.

Let's See...

The Most Happening Event Since Christmas Was Actually The New Year's Countdown. There Was Sociology Presentation, But Personally It Didn't Go As Well As Planned Because I Missed A Touchingly Important/Importantly Touching Point And That My Personal Goals Weren't Achieved. Back To The Countdown. Well, Like Every Year You Have Some Of The Local Artists, Singing Their Own Set Of Songs Or Singing Other Songs By Other Artists That Really Makes Us Pity The Original Singers Or Think That 'Hey, Come On Now. Even I Can Sing Better Than That, Even Though I Don't Sing Well'. Its That Bad; No Exaggeration Here, Believe Me. And The Whole Idea Of The Countdown Would've Sucked If There Wasn't The Chance To Waste Money And Lose Yourself In Childish Madness On Snow Spray Wars With Total Strangers. Missed The Actual Coundown Of "10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1, 0! Happy New Year!" Because We Were Busy Trying To Not Get Trapped And Trampled By The Crowd After The Whole Event Was Over, But The Part That Made The Whole Trip Worth It Was The Fireworks Display. Though Average In The Designs Or Whatever You Call It, Feeling The Explosion So Nearby And Watch Those Really Big Ones Go Off As If You'd Get Caught In The Blast Radius Was Really Different Compared To Just Watching Them On TV. Not Bad I Must Say, My 1st Outdoor New Year Countdown Was. Reached Home Around 2~3 In The Morning And Got Crazy With Some Housemates And DotA-ed Till 6.30 In The Morning.

And It Was All Bore And Crap Till Today.

Tried To Hack Into The Uni's Network And Failed Miserably. Management Presentation Was Personally Disappointing, Although We Got The Best Comments. Realized That Major Parts Of Uni's Admin Or Management Has Changed Dramatically. We'll Start Off With The PD Block Canteen. New Bunch Of Fellas Managing The Economy Rice And Fried Counters, With Many Negative Comments From Fellow Streammates. Found Out That Mr W WAS A FORMER Head Of The Foundation Department As Of 2009.

Realized That Things Did Not Turn Out As Positively As I Expected. Or Rather, Things Did Not Turn Out Positive At All. The Feud/Cold War Or Whatever You Call It Doesn't Seem To Be Dying Down Soon. To Think That I Possibly Started It With A Good Intention That Went A Little Too Far. Moral Of The Story? Don't Bother Trying Something Nice When It's Not Your Nature To Do So. The World Would Laugh At The Thought Of A Devil Saving The World, Save Those Who Think As I Do. They Say Great Minds Think Alike, But When You Actually Think Just A Millimeter Further, Useless Minds Think Alike Too, Don't They?

Another Self-Revelation:
When I'm Supposed To Make A Choice Between Things That Make Little Difference, I Can't Make It. Why? Firstly, Because I Was Brought Up In A Way That Making Choices Was A Waste Of Braincells. Secondly, If I Ever Make The Choice, I'd End Up Losing Everything. It's Like... Putting A Ruby And A Sapphire And An Emerald In Front Of You. You Don't Choose Which You Like, They Stay There For You To Admire. Choose One Of Them And You Don't Get To Even Look At All Three Anymore.

Ah, Yes... The Deceit That Is Like Air To Humans. Can't Live Without It, Life Only Gets Worse With It.

Hellish Side Of This Heaven Coming Soon. Adieu Till Then