Malaysian Philharmonic Youth Orchestra RoX!!!

Okay... Not Literally, But You Get The Idea...

Though It Says 'Malaysian', The Majority Of Them Are Chinese, With Some Malay-Looking Eurasian People. Average Age Of 18!? Damn, I Feel So Incompetent Now...

The Day Was An 'Exciting' One.
Got To Campus Getting Praises For Wearing Clothes Out Of My Usual Choice But Was Disappointed When I Realized I Was Wearing The Wrong Type Of Shoes (For Almost A Whole Year Wearing Them I Finally Know That They Are Called Sneakers!!!).
Kind Of Died And Got Resurrected At Web Page Designing Practical Test. Got Words Of Comfort By The Invigilator Which (No Offense) Really Sounded Like A Tease. And I Finally Understand How It Feels To Skip Class, Reluctantly But Left With No Better Choice.

Wondered Around In KLCC Rather Blindly In Attempts To Find The Philharmonic Auditorium. Found A Convention Center Guy Who Doesn't Know What In KLCC Is A Philharmonic Auditorium And Instead Lead Us To The Convention Center. Grrr....
When We Finally Found It, I Ask Myself:"Did I Really Work Here During Form4 Year End Holidays?" Passed By The Place Almost Once Every Week Then But End Up Forgetting Where It Is When I Really Need To Be There.

Inside The Auditorium:
Since Only Front Row Seats Were Available, We Weren't Able To See A Great Half Of The Musicians. Though 2 Hours Felt Like Half Of One, There Were Some Interesting Stuff That Happened... Like A Cellist Who 'Goreng'-ed Too Hard Till The Horsetails Of His Bow Begin To Snap. Also To Note Was The Oriental Gong Somewhere Near The End, A First For Me In Western Music Orchestras. The Cathedral Organ Windpipes Attracted A Load Of My Attention, Wonder If There's Really One There...

In The End, I Thought: Cool. A Real MALAYSIAN Philharmonic Orchestra, With The Only Caucasian Being The Conductor. Glad I Skipped Class For This; Was Worth Every Bit Of Regret Felt Earlier On.

I Shall Bid Thee Adieu While I Indulge In Memories Of The Great 'Concert'

Disillusioned By This Illusion

You See A Flower In A Sword,
You Pay A Price You Can't Afford,
Maybe You See Things That Others Don't,
And Prepare For All That Others Won't.

Just Like Every Rose That Has Its Thorn,
That Is The Way All Humans Were Born,
Never Perfect in Every Way,
Balanced Good And Bad When Put to Weigh.

You See Truth In Some Confusion,
But Your Mind Is Not Filled With Pollution,
Your Views Differ From Every Other,
In Your Hands Norms Are Torn Asunder.

They Say We Live In An Illusion,
When It Is They Who Need Disillusion,
When Only You And I See What Is True,
There's No Need To Care What Others View.

That's My Advice To Y'all Out There Feeling Outcasted, Misunderstood And So On. Worked For Me, Might Work For You Too.

Nights Y'all.

Inspired By: Disillusion/This Illusion (Sachi Tainaka, Fate/Stay Night)

Dedicating Life To Another Lead To Death Of Self

Somewhat Describes What Happened To Me.

With All The Midterms Over, My Head Accidentally Got Rid Of The Assignments Together With It And Went Into Creative Mode... Result? 2 Poems In A Day. Okay, 2 Days, but Less Than 12 Hours.

Brain Started Clockworking And Ticking Right After Coming Back From Dinner (Damn... Regret Filling My Stomach To The Brim, Literally), Which Was Around 9 Or So, And Sat At My Corner In No.19 17/21b Street All The Way Till 4. Damn, I've Never Been So Proud Of My Own Brain For So Long, And The Said Deadly Sin Brought Me To And Locked Me In Heaven For 2 Whole Hours. Too Bad It Was Already 2am Or I'd Storm Out Of My Home And Laugh All My Pride Out.

Of Course, Nothing Advantageous Comes Without Their Disadvantages. My Case Is Waking Up At 830am Thanks To My Biological Clock. Don't Know What To Feel; Refreshed Or Tired. Woke Up Feeling Both, As If I Ran 10km In My Sleep...

Now Listening To, And Have Been For The Past Unknown Number Of Hours: Prayer (Nami Tamaki)

1/2 Past Dead

Midterms Are Officially Over, With Assignments Remaining. Not That The Load Is Getting Any Lighter; As The Deadline Draws Closer, So Does The Stress Get Heavier.

Got Some Emotional Counseling From Mom Yesterday... Makes Me Realize How Dependent On Her I Still Am. So Much For Being 18 Since Almost A Month Ago... At Least I Can Throw Loads Of My Emotional Trash At Home And Let Her Deal With It Every Weekend For Now... What About Next Year, When I have To Depart To A New World? Returning Every Weekend For Her Help In Whatever Forms Will No Longer Be An Option... Independence, Where Are You???

Well, Guess I'll Cross The Bridge When I Reach It... For Now, I Can't Imagine Myself How I'd Survive Without Her. Infinite Thanks To You Mom, For Lightening My Pain, Misery And Suffering For The Past 18 Years 18 Days And 18 Hours, And For Continuing To Do So In The Future.

On An Emotional Roller-Coaster Now...
Was Very Very High Yesterday, But Low On The Extreme Side Right Now... Maybe It'll Take More Than A Psychologist To Comprehend This Fickle Mind Of Mine.

And Something I Should Have Informed All Visitors To This Shinto-Dedicated Heaven:
Sorry To Disappoint You If You Were Expecting Any Pics Here. Those Stuff Are Just NOT My Cup Of Tea And Will Never Be Until I Get A Phone With A Better Camera. You Can Expect Some 1/2 Baked Poems Every Once In A While Though...

I Now Bid Y'all Adieu, For I Must Depart To Other Heavens Of Mine.

Societal Mayhem

That's Right. Our Small Community Within TB1 Has Gone A Little More That Just Our Usual Crazy Routine. Why? Well, Check This:

The Day Started With Mass Com Lecture Flying Really Fast. Actually, Time Passed Really Fast Without Anything Happening Up Till WfB Tutorial Session When Maggie Decided To Inherit Tzia's Scratching (Or Rather, Clawing Or Slashing) Technique. I Have Never Personally Experienced The Infamous 'Nails Of Tzia Tzia' Until Today, Which Ended With My Skin Being Peeled Off Like Every Other Victim Of Hers. But Maybe Something's Wrong; I Don't Feel As Much Pain As Everyone Else Does, Eventhough Her Right Ring-Finger Obviously Peeled So Much Of My Skin Until The Endodermis (Or More) Is Clearly Exposed. What Caused This? I'm Guessing The Sun, Due To The Everyday Trip To Campus Under Its Rays. The Effect Is Either I've Developed More Than Enough Dead Skin That Really Needed To Be Scraped Off, Or The Sun Killed The Nerves Under My Skin.

Anyway, Sociology Midterm Made A Lot Of People's Marks Grow Wings, And We Saw A Seductive Box Of Treaties. Where It Came From? Some Guardian Clearance Sales. What It Was? A Box Of Hershey's Dark Chocolate. Smuggled Some Out Of The Classroom For Ourselves. Went To The Sales After The Test For Some Really Good Deals For Sugar Addicts. Imagine This: The Said Box Of Hershey's Dark Chocolate Worth Rm30++ For The Price Of RM10. Dirt Cheap IMO. Bought 2 Boxes Of That And Treated My Housemates To It.

Now I'm Feeling So Hyper-Active For I Don't Know Why... Overdose Of Dark Choc Maybe. But I Guess Its Worth It. Maybe I'm Just Feeling Good After A Good Deed...

That's All For Today. Adieu To Y'all XD.

The Heavens Smile At Us XD

Beautiful, Simply Beautiful...
No Words Can Describe Its Beauty And No Camera Can Capture Such An Image As It Is.
For Those Who Saw What I Saw, No Doubt You Agree With Me. For Those To Whom I Sent Messages To, I Sincerely Hope You Do Not Miss The Chance To Observe This Rare, Once In A Lifetime Wonder Of Nature.

Yes, The Night Sky Sent Us Its Best Regards With A Smile So Sweet I Doubt I'll Ever See Another From The Heavens. The Crescent Moon Curving Beautifully Like A Smiling Mouth With 2 Stars Forming The Eyes Of Heaven's Face...

This Is As Close As Words Can Bring Your Imagination To What I Witnessed With My Own Eyes... Make A Wish, And The Heavens May Just Grant Them... XD

The Beauty Of Nature... Simply Unmatched, Simply The Best.

Tagged By Maggie

The Rules To Fill This Are:

1) You Own A Blog Where You're Gonna Post This To,
2) You Currently Feel Bored,
3) You Won't Skip Any Question,
4) You're alive (doh!), and
5) You're Gonna Send This To 5 Friends To Fill These Up.

Firstly, Describe The Current You In 5 Words
-Quiet
-Emotional
-Unstable
-Seeker
-Thinker

5 Things You Love About Life
-Friends & Family
-Music
-Food
-Games
-Mortal Compassion

5 Famous People You'd Love To Meet
-Stephen Chow
-Takanori Nishikawa
-Kajiura Yuki
-Inoue Marina
-(Forgot His Name, Will Update When Found)

5 Movies You Love
-AVP
-(Can't Remember The Rest...)

5 Professions You'd Love To Have
-Pro Gamer
-Musician
-Poet
-Author
-Psychologist (duh... -.-')

5 Best Authors
-(Will Update When The Long Lost Books Are Found)

5 Inspirations
-Comics
-Animations
-Music
-Games
-Nature

5 Favourite Stuff
-My Com
-My Phone
-My Own Poems
-My Games
-My Imagination (Can This Be Considered As 'Stuff'?)

5 Things You Hate
-Roaches
-Stress
-Demands
-Defects
-My Own Incompetence

5 Favourite Places
-Home
-Gaming Places
-Somewhere High Up
-Someplace Quiet
-Tech Shops

5 Girls/Guys You Are Currently Liking
-Le-Anne
-Maggie
-Joshua
-Tecz
-Vingent
(There Are Many More, But It Says 5, WTH)

5 Favourite People To Chat With
(Same As Above)

5 Things You Wanna Improve More About Yourself
-Musical Talent
-Sociability
-Personality
-Versatility
-Appearance

5 Things You Would Take To A Deserted Island
-My Harmonica
-My Com
-My Phone
-Loads Of Paper And Stationeries
-My Model Kits -.-'

5 Places You Wanna Visit
-Japan
-England
-America
-Scandinavia
-Africa

5 Things You Really Want
-Unmatched Musical Talent
-An Undemanding Job
-Health
-To Be Understood
-Time For Hobbies

5 Songs Make You Cry Most
-Energy (Inoue Marina)
-Fields Of Hope (Tanaka Rie)
-"Reset" (Ayaka Hirahara)
-The Sun Rises (Rei Kondoh) Do OST Pieces Count?
-Find The Way (Mika Nakashima)

5 Most Fashionable Friends According To You
-Err...(Thinks Really Hard) Wait Until I See Them In Fashionable Clothes Again

5 People You Love Most
-Mother
-Father
-Self
-My Imaginary Friend -.-'
-(Candidate Search In Progress)

5 Impossible Dreams
-To Have Demonic Powers
-To Have A Goddess As A Soulmate
-To Change The Way The World Percieves Light And Dark
-To Have Infinite Time
-To Have Infinite Freedom
(They're Just Dreams, Not Ambitions)

5 Dreams In The Future
-To Know All About Myself
-To Find My Other Half
-To Be More Capable Of Self-Expression
-To Remain In Touch With Friends
-To Be Healthy Once Again

Now, Send This To 5 People
-Tecz
-Wong K.King
-Jaz (Helping You Update Your Blog Leih)
-Yao (Helping You Update Your Blog Leih)
-Vingent (Never Tag You Before, Let This Be The First Time Heheheh XD)

Real Post Coming Soon. Housemates Bugging Me To Eat Dinner Liao...
See Y'all...